The Time for Closure  

rm_Numjaiblue 53F
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4/21/2005 2:23 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The Time for Closure

Closure is such an important element to have when bidding farewell to what once brought contentment to one's life.

I think it's time now to put the memories in storage and go on. Hoping and praying that Blue would contact me again would have meant that he missed me as much as I missed him. Sadly it didn't go that way. I emailed Blue early this morning. I explained that I needed to know if his IMing me meant something or if he had done it by mistake. Neither did he acknowledge and it hurt once more. So I am putting closure to this love lost in my life. That tremendous feeling of pain from being rejected. Everything done oppposite of what my profile said. I sought a relationship in a man who enticed my life for over a month. Thanks to all the beautiful people who have emailed me support during this time and again I am sorry I havne't got back to you yet. My daughter just came home after being hospitalized for the past ten days. I can find peace and comfort knowing that I truly cared for my Blue Angel. He didn't give me the courtesy to help me set closure into our short lived relationship. I miss his emails and his's over now..time to move on...

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