Live and learn  

rm_NaeniaSea 47F
273 posts
2/25/2006 2:31 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Live and learn

"W" knew I was chatting with people, but it wasn't until yesterday when I told him I had a date. So, we spent much of the day talking about us...and of course, he told me he still loves me. We hugged and he was hard in an instant...I was throbbing. I wanted him so badly, but did nothing.

Anyway, the events of the day doomed the evening before it even had a chance.

My ex husband was even surprised when I told him I didn't sleep with "A"...yes, we are good enough friends to talk about such subjects...difficult concept for some. He told me not to say so to "W" though. Said that if "W" is gonna make a move at all, it would be now.

This is the first time I've been without a man in my life since I was 21. Since it's voluntary, maybe I ought to just make the best of it...maybe I'll learn something in all of this. It's just been a bit of a challenge to adjust to it.

loadeddice05 45M

2/26/2006 8:10 am

It's so hard to be alone when your used to being with someone! The loneliness can be pretty bad! Anyways! If it's self inflicted???? I disagree let "W" know nothing happened! Or he may do something you wouldn't like? Yes you need to make the best of your time right now!!! Enjoy being single at least 4 now!!!!! Crank sum System!

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