The end or the beginning  

rm_MsLL22 36F
149 posts
12/2/2005 8:11 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The end or the beginning

I am thinking a lot these days. I had casual sex earlier this week and I intially felt very guilty. I later realised sex had greatly improved my mood. It felt nice to touched.

I was more relaxed and happy after having sex.

But these day im more shy in bed and more unsure of myself especially when it comes to casual sex.
I felt like I didnt know where to touch him and what to do.

Im out of practise but maybe its a good thing.

My Fbuddy has got a girlfriend and im happy for him everyone needs love.But im on the prowl for a new regular fbuddy.

I was feeling a bit frumpy. I have changed my hair colour and bought some new clothes to cheer myself up. I am pushing myself at the gym.

So is the end of the old me or the beginnning of a new me ?

FriendlybutKinky 50M

12/2/2005 9:16 am

Just found your blog today....I am very impressed with your candid and honest profile.

Sex certainly has verified makes sense that you would feel better, seratonin levels up and good endorphins roaming around. There is definitely a chemical reaction to sex. It can be quite a stress reliever as well. So, enjoy that you used the "sex supplement" to increase your mental and physical well being.

There is an emotional component though too...hence the guilt, yes?

Sounds like you were caught between the practical and the emotional.

I do not really believe in "old and new me's", don't get me wrong, I have been there. I believe in the "continual development of me." So, it sounds like a reasonable place to be, in a transitional state. Rather than some abrupt change of our person.

I enjoyed your blog...hope you will stop by and see if you enjoy anything in mine.

Take Care,

rm_argonaute25 38M

12/3/2005 12:05 pm

Just dropped in to check your blog,as I didnt get to read all the sections last time.Yes you do write nicely and you definetly are honestAgree with the other guy about the endorphines and the serotonin


rm_ayumu1977 40M
15 posts
12/9/2005 4:37 am

Hi. Just found your blog today.

Juding from my personal experience, a person can change, but only through people surrounding him/her. I came to London from Tokyo three years ago. The type of people I got to know here in London is quite different from those I met in Tokyo. And I became more communicative and interested in culture (from classical music to contemporary design). The reason for this, I believe, is my new friends in London. I was trying to change myself when I was in Tokyo. I couldn't on my own. But I could before I knew it, when I met different kinds of people in London.

Also, I agree that being touched by someone else and touching someone else makes a huge difference. Sex is not a guilty thing to do but a thing you need to do in order to make yourself healthy.

Take care,

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