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5/8/2006 3:15 am

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If I give this more interesting title will more people look at it

I have started the new job and it’s not all that I hoped it would be. It pays more and gives lots of free time to get up to mischief and attempt to revive my creative writing ideas.

Menwise is same shit different day. On Saturday me skinny Steve went out to watch the sultan elephant in London he had to leave before the show finished as he was leaving he kissed me on the lips. The whole time we watching the show he had arms around my hips and in front of my stomach. We look like a couple and it’s nice to feel close to someone but I thinking kissing me on the lips am a step too far. I initially said it was ok as long as he didn’t slip the tongue in. But now I am having second thoughts I don’t know if Im being silly but I just think its appropriate for someone you are not dating to kiss you on the lips. Kissing is very intimate thing and should only be shared by people you are dating or having a one night stand or sleeping with lol.

Talking of one night stands I had a one night stand last weekend with an Italian, he was nice and interesting. He wouldn’t kiss me thou as he reserves his kisses for when he loves someone. I don’t know if it true or just some bullshit he said. We had sex and it was nice lots of touching but just no kissing and I gave him head which actually enjoyed and deep throated him a bit. The sex was slow and exactly what I needed.

I wasn’t that bothered with lack of kissing on some levels I don’t like kissing at times the mixing of saliva can be gross and you get all the weird tastes in your mouth. I dislike kissing a man after he just gone down on me it just so gross. The thing Im not a big fan of kissing but I still do it as it sets the mood for sex.

SV has made a return in my life still pulling the same shit as before I don’t know why I thought it would be a good idea to attempt to have him back. I guess I still want to find if he is a good in bed as he says he is. I do like him he makes me laugh. We haven’t being communication for days and I’m not even sure if im going to hear from him again. I don’t know how we are supposed to fuck if we don’t arrange a date. I’m being stubborn I wont contact him until he contacts me, I refuse to be that girl again texting him and calling him only to get no response. Sometimes you think in life that if something is really hard then it will be worth it. However I’m not so sure when it comes to SV.

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