Farewell Passion.  

rm_MsLL22 35F
149 posts
6/15/2006 10:57 am

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6/19/2006 12:43 pm

Farewell Passion.

I have decided to another break from men. This time its serious. I will stop meeting men from the internet and from this site. This started as a little fun but I need to move on. Its not getting me anywhere. I am confused sexually and confused about what I want. If I take a break I will be able clear my head.

I know that this site has given me some blissful moments and I have met some wonderful people and had some wonderful sex. But I need to learn to develop a relationship in the longterm and as long as I meet men from this site I never will.

I had rather nice experience with a norweign tourist who I met on this site. He was polite and treated me well. He is cool person with none of usual bullshit which is refreshing.

The sex was good and relaxing no pressure. I really enjoyed it as I know it will be last I will be getting for a while. I am terrified at the thought of not knowing where my next shag is coming from. But I need to clear my head and figure myself out because I am confused and I am not always relaxed with my partners which must be underline sign that I need to stop doing this.

I booked a trip to Paris today so that I can have some new experiences and will be starting driving lessons soon so I have other things to focus on. I will keep doing my blog.

Hopefully my friend ND will satisfy in fuck buddy situation if needed. But I honestly think a bit of celibacy could also help me clear my head. So I will probably stop having sex for a while.

Darkpassion 58F

6/15/2006 12:19 pm

Good luck hope it works. I was about to do the same, then I meet someone from here who has really turned my world around.I don't know if this is going to be a LTR I'm just taking a day at a time and enjoying the ride.
This site can be addictive, it can also be a sanctury but above all it's a meeting place and what you do with those you meet is up to you and YOU must be comfortable with it

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