Today is a New Day  

rm_MariGrrl 40F
2485 posts
6/12/2006 12:48 pm

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Today is a New Day

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has stopped by to offer me words of comfort or cheer this weekend. From the bottom of my heart...


I also wanted to add that I now have the closure I needed so badly.

This relationship had been an uphill battle from the start. I knew it and he knew it. But, admitting it to ourselves and each other was something all together different.

Our break up could have been handled better. I will always regret not be able to say good-bye. However, hurt feelings and assumptions on both sides made a personal farewell impossible.

I'm past the anger now. I've found acceptance.

To this man that that I shared my life and my heart with for a while...

I hope someday you can see yourself the way I once saw you. You were right, you did what I couldn't. I tried to turn away many times, but, my heart always led me back. Thanks for setting me free.

flagg134 37M
1582 posts
6/12/2006 2:55 pm

Well mari you don't have to thank me being able to bring a smile to someones face has always been payment enough for me. Especially when its a pretty woman.

Its good you decided to find the good out of the situation. Instead of dwelling upon the negative aspects. You should never regret your past just learn from it and move on. I'm sure you will find someone else to invest your heart into for now just enjoy the road trip. Plus the love of your daughters.


rm_MariGrrl replies on 6/12/2006 3:49 pm:
You said it perfect. I still have the love of the two most precious gifts I've ever known.

SleekIcilyVarix 42M

6/12/2006 9:20 pm

Closure... sometimes it takes ages, and sometimes it never comes.
Glad to hear you found closure so soon.

rm_MariGrrl replies on 6/13/2006 8:17 am:
It still hurts. I'm sure it will for a while. But, I found the answers I was looking for and realized this relationship was doomed from the start. Relationships need to be a two way street and in many ways this one wasn't.

rm_kelli4u2dew 42F
5220 posts
6/12/2006 10:19 pm

It's hard. It gets easier with time. Hugs.

rm_MariGrrl replies on 6/13/2006 8:18 am:
Thanks Kelli *hugz*

(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)

6/13/2006 8:25 pm

No Thanks Need G/F just so Happy you have found PEACE in all of this...Ready


rm_MariGrrl replies on 6/13/2006 9:42 pm:
*Hugz* Ready

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