My Beloved Carter  

rm_MariGrrl 40F
2485 posts
5/23/2006 10:25 am

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10/18/2006 5:51 pm

My Beloved Carter

My beloved Carter,

How is it that I can love you so much when we never got the chance to meet.
I knew you only in my dreams and by the sweet sound of your heartbeat.

You were taken from me way to soon, so your face I’ll never know.
God needed a little angel and so to heaven you had to go.

I tried to hold on to you and prayed you’d make it through
But, even with all my love and prayers, there was nothing I could do.

You would have had a birthday soon, you’d be one year old.
I think of you often, my son I never got to hold.

I just hope you know I loved you, as much as any mother could
Its so hard to stop mourning you, even though I know I should

I didn’t get to hold you, and tuck you into bed.
Read you bedtime stories, or kiss your little forehead.

I wonder what you’d look like, are you anything like me
I can only imagine that sweet face I didn’t get to see

Perhaps your up there waiting, with the angels high above
I hope that you can hear me and feel your mother’s love.

Maybe someday I’ll see you there and can hold you finally
The son that has my heart, my son you’ll always be.

Eternally yours,
Your loving Mommy

(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)

5/23/2006 12:56 pm

Damn, that is the most beautiful, painful post I've ever read....I know He Knows You how could He not..??...Ready


norprin5 56M

5/23/2006 1:54 pm

sad and sweet... *hugs*

King Nor XVIII

sexyariesgirl 58F

5/23/2006 3:50 pm

My heart goes out to you sweetie....I've been there.

Power To FOK

rm_gerson42 53M
2419 posts
5/23/2006 5:10 pm

Honor him and remember him. He's with my Emerald Rose.

savagemodel1899b 45M

5/23/2006 7:55 pm


I know things are hard for you, and with getting ready to leave to move back to Iowa. You know that I'm here for you with a shoulder and a strong set of arms to wrap around you and hold you when you need it most.

I'm sorry for your loss, and I can relate a little bit with your sorrow. I only wish that the fututre for you will be full of wonderful and happy days to come.

The Savage

n0tatalker 40M

5/23/2006 10:31 pm

why do y0u have to break my heart... all I wanted was a laugh! But i any kid of y0urs... I can only imagine h0w much he w0uld have meant to the w0rld... y0u know the g0od ones effect us all!
g0d bless!

rm_funinic 50M
823 posts
5/24/2006 12:23 am

This moved me to tears...

He knows you love him. I'm absolutely certain of that.

Innocence merely makes their loss, or pain, more difficult to accept.

Ginnung 38M

5/25/2006 9:43 pm

I'm usually either very silly or very serious. Silly doesn't seem particularly appropriate, and the medium doesn't fit one of those really deep heart-to-heart talks I love so much. So, I shall settle for one of my old fallbacks.


TommyJ1977 46M

5/26/2006 4:53 pm

This is a beautiful dedication to an angel that deserves it. Your love and affection shine through. You are a wonderful mommy and I know in my heart that carter agrees. All your children are lucky to have you and love you with all their hearts, don't ever forget that. I pray one day we will hold him in our arms and he can feel for himself the love of such a wonderful mothers touch. Your grief shows how much you truly care for him and I assure you that he knows his mothers love. Please remember that regardless, I am here.
Your Friend Truly,

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