Hold me...  

rm_Luscious2BBW 48F
18 posts
12/15/2005 6:14 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Hold me...

All I really want tonight is to be held. That will not happen of course, because I have not made any connections recently.

I guess I am just feeling down. Usually I like the rain and darkness...but today it has done nothing but bring me down.

I have a beautiful Christams tree, a perfect place to cuddle in front of my fireplace. No one to share it with. Just because I have a slightly racey fantasy, I seem to be attracting the men on here that want to come over sight unseen and get it on. While I have done my share of one night bar stands (I am 36 and single people), I do not normally operate that way. I want and need some kind of connection to make the person I am with feel special, as well as feeling special myself.

If I keep this up I will probably start crying, so...enough. I hope each person is happy and content tonight.


digdug41 50M

12/15/2005 7:15 pm

hey luscious hang in there dont feel bad, I know it must suck for you right now. but you gotta hold your head up and someone will come into your life you just gotta make sure it isn't solely to have sex with you, but to get to know you and respect you and all that good stuff. I understand you may want that for the holiday but how about just hanging with friends and family if that is an available option to you and keeping it simple, like that. if you swim around in your own head it will drive you nuts believe me I know, be good.

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rm_keystonenc 44M
144 posts
12/17/2005 3:50 pm

I know how you feel Luscious2BBW sometimes I feel like I am never going to find someone and it does get depressing at times, especially when all of my friends and co-workers seem to be settling down with someone else. Hopefully one of us finds someone soon. Keep your head up you just may see that special guy looking right at you.

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