Ahhh, remember that?  

rm_LovelyKgrl 39F
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5/19/2006 9:44 pm

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5/20/2006 9:56 pm

Ahhh, remember that?

For the last week or so, my past has been on my mind. To be more exact, my past loves, as in lovers. Now I can't say that the majority of my experiences before my husband have been mind blowing, but there were a few that I greatly enjoyed.

Do you remember that feeling that you had when the guy/girl that you were hoping all day would call did call you? Remember that feeling of complete unknown that was so exciting. More than likely it was exciting because you weren't in control over it. Not being in control can leave you with a very exciting feeling if you are open enough. Even though I am a quintessential control freak, I can remember that one guy who made my life so exciting BM - (before marriage) My husband makes it exciting now, but the past can be fun to think about once and again.

For my purposes I will call my past Brian. Brian is the one that has been on my mind the most. Brian and I did not have a formal relationship. I don't know what we had, we weren't going steady, we weren't just friends with benefits. I slept with no one else, he slept with no one else. Yet we never had that conversation about us "going out". I was fresh out of college, and he was a Senior at the same University. He was thrilling, absolutely thrilling. I remember trying to go about my day and night and resisting every single urge to call him every five minutes. Brian was the greatest, nicest guy, really sweet, I took him home to the parents and they loved him. However, I'm not going to mince words...I was addicted to his sex. He was a powerful force in the bedroom. A bodybuilder type who before you knew it had you from the doggy position on top of him on your back looking at the ceiling without losing contact. What a guy.

I lost touch with him shortly before I got married. We wished each other nothing but the best for the future. I'm positive that he is very successful and making some girl very happy. As for me, he may have had some moves, and had this control freak praying that he would call, but something deep inside me tells me that I had an effect on him too, maybe he's showing his wife that move I taught him right now.


Remember spotting that cutie your first day of vacation down the shore? Hoping that the both of you would eventually make onto the Tilt-a-Whirl together before the weeks end.

Remember your middle school crush and how it felt the last day of school when you realized it would be 3 months before you saw them everyday again?

Remember seeing your crush again a week later at the county fair, and trying to get their attention?

Remember the first summer that you had your drivers license?

Remember where you went on the weekends with your steady?

-Was it the old drive-in?

-Was it the speedway watching all the mustangs beat the Z28's?

-Was it old man Jones' field for a bonfire and a keg?

MaggiesWishes 61F

5/20/2006 9:17 pm

Welcome back pretty lady ... I thought you were MIA

I get those moments ... diving back into the "when you were here with me" memories. Altho painful, sometimes to walk down that lane ... it's familiar to me.

warm huggies 2ya

docdirk 48M

5/20/2006 10:05 pm

I remember the feeling you describe more than any particular person. It's been too long for me. Wondering if the feeling will ever return.

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

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