Addictions and cravings  

rm_Love2Love669 52M
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1/30/2006 12:23 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Addictions and cravings

I've left the wife, and here in Tucson. Got my own place, but also see a pattern repeating inself, only now with Much Greater awareness. Pattern is that when I'm alone and it's late at night I tend to reach for corn chips, sometimes dip, sometimes a few smokes, and sometimes some beer or booze. Aren't I terrible! No really, the only issue is that it's not how I would choose to be. So I'm listening to Eckhart Tolle, author of New Earth. Yes, I'm into expanding my consciousness, as, having been through enough challenges and disapointment in this life, I know that the material world will never satisfy. I'm not religious, but am very focused on my spiritual awakening. I've been very stubborn, so slow to adapt to what my higher self was apperently leading me to. Now I've surrendered and spend much of my time on listening to or reading the books I'm lead to and will soon start to write my own boos.


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