LONGING...  

rm_Kissmystuff 62F
2665 posts
1/1/2006 1:06 am

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LONGING...

I long for you.
But it's a longing
I can't yet fulfill.
In my mind's eye...
I reach out...to touch...to caress...
only to find an empty space.

When I dream...I see your face.
But when awake...I look again.
Your face is blurred...
out of focus...a distant image
in a distant place.

My body seems to have a will all its own.
It pulses...palpitates...and
reaches for your touch.
The promised passion...
of your slow...deep caress...
brings a warm tingling
and a moan escapes my lips.

My body reacts...
as though you were here...
speaking softly to me...loving me...
as only you can love me.

I think about the day to day passage of time.
I don't want to wake up tomorrow
and find that the years...
have passed us by.
That I have missed the chance...
and the glory of your embrace.

Life is short...
but there are those stages...
when a passage of time is needed...
to heal...to grow...to become again.
Perhaps the fates will show their mercy.
Will you wait for me?

© copyright 1/1/06 jfc



Kiss


mnowl 63M

1/1/2006 12:07 pm

I awake from my dream
our dream and look for you
you are there in your words
your thoughts, our minds
I am a blur and with each passing moment
give you new visions,
so you clearly can see me,
see us.
Is it me you are talking to?
I want to know it is, believe it is,
In believing I feel my self inside of you
Deep inside not with just my organ, my tongue
But with my mind, our minds
You are driving me crazy with your moans
I can feel your pulse our pulse racing
Pushing, reaching… reaching.
Am I back in my dream… no…
I’ve cum! Am I 14 all over again?
Out of control? Out of my mind?
What a feeling, what a pounding…
Pounding… pounding.
To me the minutes are hours,
hours are years and yes they are passing us by
but I will wait, oh God I will wait.
I know, I understand the needs.
My fear, my caution is in the realization
can I meet your expectations?
I know I can be only what I can
and damn the fates,
we make our own destiny.
You ask, “Will you wait for me?” Ha!
The fear is will you accept me?


rm_Kissmystuff 62F
1435 posts
1/1/2006 1:55 pm

I've re-read my poem...
and then your response.
I am moved to say something more to you.

I do believe that we create our own realities...
whether consciously or unconsciously.
The state I find myself in now...
was created over a period of time...
through beliefs...events and resulting emotions...
which laid the blueprint...for the present.
My task is to change that blueprint.
The healing and growth are in progress.

We all have our blueprints.
We all have corrections to make.
The important thing is that we recognize this
and make conscious effort to change.

As your words flow over me...
I do see you more clearly.
The physical is only one component.
The heart and spirit are the true essence.
You...are a wonderful man.

Kiss


DanaeKC 45F
608 posts
1/1/2006 2:11 pm

you need to tell him.


rm_Kissmystuff 62F
1435 posts
1/1/2006 5:15 pm

Thank you Danae...I am.

And by the way...I just visited your blog...great information. It
reinforces my opinion...that not everyone is just about the sex. There are some high minded...intelligent people in this joint.

Kiss


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