A Twist of the Knife  

rm_Kissmystuff 62F
2665 posts
3/28/2006 5:10 pm

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3/31/2006 7:17 pm

A Twist of the Knife

I feel like I've been stabbed in the heart!

A hurtful..hurtful thing. I refuse to cry..I really blame myself. Should have known better than to get involved..in any way..on any level. I broke a promise to myself.

Truth be told..Trust is not something that comes easily to me. Now..I feel pretty much like a foolish..foolish fool. I rushed in..when I should have tread..very carefully and kept all hope to myself. I'm going to bend over..please..give me a swift kick in the ass.

Live and learn I guess. But..just makes it harder for the next one.


rm_joshnyadeep 66M
100 posts
3/28/2006 6:36 pm

oh my gosh,my sweet friend, just look at it as one of the learning thing we have chatted about darling live and learn and learn from our mistakes we make along the way,no body is prefect! gosh ,it`s you usually telling me stuff like this! need a shoulder or a ear, i`m here hon!

KarezzaMagick 66M
165 posts
3/28/2006 8:06 pm

Something tells me this may be the relationship you asked about in an earlier post. If so, I said, "go for it." I'm sorry.

timberwolf6972 45M

3/29/2006 2:56 am

Don't feel bad, I've done the same thing before!*hugs* {=}

rm_Kissmystuff 62F
1435 posts
3/29/2006 7:50 am


Thanks for coming by sweetie. I'll be chatting with you soon.


Hi...hope you're well today. Yup...one and the same. But it way my choice...against what my inner voice was telling me. Don't apologize.


You know...it's always good to see you. Thank you for your loving words.

art...(beautiful ebony)

Good to see you here. Thank you for your kind words of encouragement. They mean a lot to me.


Good to see you again. Your words are much appreciated. Thank you.


rm_Kissmystuff 62F
1435 posts
3/29/2006 3:38 pm


Always good to have you drop in. Thanks so much for the caring.


digdug41 50M

3/29/2006 4:08 pm

hey kiss dont beat yourself up with a hammer use a feather instead its just another growing pain coz we neverstop growing emotionally,spiritually and mentally you'll be just fine

roaming the cyber streets of blogland

docdirk 49M

3/29/2006 5:31 pm

Sorry to see such a wonderful soul as yours in turmoil. I will be sending my best thoughts that your dark clouds float quickly by.

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

interested13563 54M
2557 posts
3/29/2006 7:26 pm

In my little experience it seems that this is a lesson one
never really learns. I am sorry you are so hurt! I hope things
go better next time. Hugs.


3/30/2006 11:09 am

So many times I regret my actions only to find later that is was all for a reason. Wait for the light. Thank you so much for your words yesterday. Your words alone and action lifted my heart and made my day. {=} Hugs and shoulder

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

Gypsy329 48F

3/31/2006 2:24 pm

Whew...you sure said a mouthful there. I am in a similar place in my life right now...Seems like alot of us are. The proof is in the blogs...

But I'll pass of what someone said to me just days ago...

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."


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