Feeling Tired today.....  

rm_JohnMacLaine 51M
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4/9/2006 7:32 pm

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4/10/2006 5:44 pm

Feeling Tired today.....

Hello all and happy Sunday to you. Well I went to my second meet and greet here in the Tampa area last night and I had a blast. I picked up a fellow blogger softnlush and we headed to a local bar in St Pete and began to drink, cuss, tell dirty stories and flirt with the other members. Since it was my second time around with this group I was a little more loose and friendly. I want to thank Cleavis for his generous hosting abilities, and all of the people I met last night for a truly enjoyable time. We all passed around a stuffed Tigger doll and did dirty nasty things to it, much fun!!!

Talked to the Ex today and although not much has changed she seemed a little better in spirits today. She is still in bed, and so far the drugs have not given her any bad effects. I still worry, as I always do. Have not spoken to my son, but do plan to see him in the next couple of days. He is a tough kid mentally, and I feel he will be fine once his mom gets through this.

Sold another car today, makes 3 for the month, equal to the number I had all last month. 12 more to go to make it a successful one. I discoverd a source of drive and ambition today. A fellow co-worker whom has just recently joined our dealership has taken it upon himself to be the biggest snake on the lot. He has taken customers out of service, customers that had bought cars from other salespeople on our staff, and turned them around and selling them a car. We are all very protective of our owner base, since it is a source of referral business, as well as repeat business. He going in and taking that away from us has lit a fire under my ass to be always ahead of him on the board. I will now stop at nothing to gain more sales than him. this may sound ruthless, arrogant, or maybe even hostile on my part, but it is a ruthless business, and quite competitive. Today was his day off, but he called into the dealership and asked if we needed help on the floor today, and since we were in fact a man short, management had him come in. You see, the staff is divided into two teams, and our team was the team that was on today, his team was off, so he comes in and sells a car. We all feel that is taking a deal from our team, and again that may sound mean, but as I mentioned it is a pretty competitive business. Although I am glad that the dealership got the business, there is still a right and a wrong way of going about things.

Have any of you had a co-worker you resented and always wanted to see fail in their job???

Got to watch a bit of The Masters (thats a pro golf tournament for those that dont know) today while at work. Was very glad to see Fred Couples be competitive once again, it brought back memories of how Jack Nicklaus won his last major 20 years ago on that very same golf course. Was indifferent about Tiger falling short, I mean he has won several of these events, and it was time to let someone else win, though Phil did win two years ago. I would have been very emotional for Tiger to win though, since I understand his father is very ill. Anyway, some exciting golf to watch today, even though I only caught bits and pieces of it.

For the most part, my blog has been of a non-sexual one. I am thinking maybe I should open it up a little bit, so that I can expand my sexual knowledge, give you all a bit of my likes, dislikes, and my fntasies. I have never shared any of this with anyone, so feel special about it. I have nothing for tonight, but in the not so disatant future I may have some things I would like to discuss. For the most part my sex life has been left behind closed doors, but as I read more and more blogs on this site, the more I realize that a lot of what is said goes on in my mind as well. I think it is time for me to come out of my shell. This sexually conservative male is about to come of age, and I have a combination of excitement and uneasiness just thinking about it. Wish me luck.

At the same time I have decided to update my profile and open it up to searches once again. I will probably do this tomorrow. I will also, at the request of a good person in my life, update my profile photo. Hopefully the webcam will provide a more clear picture of myself this time, and I will also try and get a more natural shot. I have to adjust my profile to the fact that I am smoking once again, as much as I hate the fact I took that step once more. I have to be relaistic in my nature and seek a friend, lover, confident and partner. again...wish me luck.

Have a good night everyone, I wll blog again soon..


"I can retain neither respect or affection for a government which has been moving from wrong to wrong in order to defend its own immorality" Mahatma Ghandi

softnlush 54F

4/10/2006 5:04 am

Looking forward to you opening yourself up more...and definitely change your pic,it is not a bad one,but it does not do you justice,so glad you are considering it ..

Good to meet you,and I am looking forward to Scott coming out of his shell a little more...


P.S. and take it from whom it comes from..but I think it is an oxymoron to use the words..exciting golf..in the same sentence...dunno,just seems so *giggles*

AltumHunksUnite 54M

4/10/2006 7:11 am

Glad to see you on Saturday.

Yes, there have been times in the past when I've wanted a co-worker to fail. It's not a nice feeling, even though the person was a complete detriment to the workplace.

Let me drive. I like the view

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