rm_Greyeyesky 42M
116 posts
2/7/2006 1:18 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


When the one I give my heart to betrays me, then I find out who all my true friends are... the guys who drop everything to come help me cry in a beer, the women who take the time to write me a three page email with a reminder that someone always has me on their mind.

This has me thinking that maybe love is over rated anyway. Maybe all I need are a few close friends and a roladex of booty call numbers...

Of course, it's hard to find the intimacy I so desire that way...

rm_art_persists 53M
1789 posts
2/7/2006 5:33 pm

in an ideal world, intimacy, sex and love will not always be tied to each other. With the world the way it currently is we tend to want to own those we love

rm_Greyeyesky 42M

2/7/2006 10:33 pm

Yes, I tend to agree... actually most of the time I do, but as of right now my trust has been brutally violated, and so I feel entitled to bitch about it a little. Once I'm back to my good old self, I'd love to sit and discuss all the things wrong with monogamy and the rest of our culture... right now I just want to feel sorry for myself. I'll get over it in a week or two.

rm_art_persists 53M
1789 posts
2/8/2006 7:26 pm

Shit, that's nothing. I've been licking my wounds for over 8 months. I find blogging to be a great release as has smoking some good ganja.

Fox4aKnight1 44F

2/9/2006 10:59 am

hugs jonathan ............I hear ya hun ....and the things ya said weren't in the least thoughtful. And go on and rant hun.........trust is a hard thing to give after that....I know........


rm_FreeLove999 47F
16127 posts
2/10/2006 1:55 pm


i'll let you get on with feeling sorry for yourself.

but i don't think there is a definitive answer to this stuff -- i think there are different phases in the long long journey of love. nothing wrong with the particular phase you are on now. but a journey has many parts, and not all of them are the same.

hope you find some pleasure in the journey soon.


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