A best friend  

rm_GreatOne2233 32M
9 posts
9/10/2006 9:19 pm

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9/15/2006 5:34 pm

A best friend

For about a month I was living with my best friend and everything was fine until I told him that I was curious about him and me. I told him that i had thoughts about him and me. He said that it wouldn't effect our friendship but he was lying. I lost my best friend and the one that i had fantasies about, call me weird but i wish i never told him what i was really feeling. I mean what was i thinking, he didn't even tell me all the shit that was going on in his mind but i opened up to him and always told him what was on mine, because he said that best friends can tell eachother everything. Well he destroyed my heart and our friendship. I told him not to make me regret telling him but he did, some friend. They weren't even bad thoughts, and by that i mean erotic.

rm_ushvnfn 47M/47F

9/10/2006 9:40 pm

did you fall in love or what?

rm_GreatOne2233 32M

9/10/2006 10:26 pm

For almost a year i thought i was in love but he never returned it.

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
9/11/2006 10:02 am

Welcome to the Blogs! It may be that he just can't face it now. I'm sorry that happened though. I hope you'll stop by my blog and at least say "hi" sometime!

rm_pyleman2 73M
2 posts
9/11/2006 4:38 pm

i thin he was afraid of his feelings

rm_GreatOne2233 32M

9/11/2006 4:45 pm

    Quoting rm_pyleman2:
    i thin he was afraid of his feelings
the more i think about it yeah i think that he did like me on some level even if it was just friends but he would never admit it, but it hurt so bad that i wished that he would have just socked me in my mouth or something.

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