Well, we'll see what happens.  

rm_Fireball329 46F
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7/13/2006 11:05 pm

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5/9/2007 3:13 pm

Well, we'll see what happens.

Things are good, I guess. Still a little tired - work's been plenty bad this week, but it's almost Friday, so I can live with it for at least one more day.

Someone wrote me the other day and said, "Okay, fb, you said that your third hookup wasn't all it was cracked up to be. What the hell are you looking for, then?" (I can even hear the frustration in the tone of the mail, it's more than obvious.)

First of all: I never said my last hookup wasn't "all it was cracked up to be" - those are your words, not mine. I thought it was just fine, even stated that it was. I went outside of the norm as far as what I was looking for, and it worked well in this case. I think that I'm expressing my own disappointment, because I wasn't properly prepared for it. That is my fault, not his, and I don't want to make it seem otherwise.

As to what I'm looking for: at this point I really don't know. I had a set of "standards" that didn't work out - the two people that I considered to fall under those "standards" were easily the two worst experiences I'd ever had. In this case I deviated - and it worked. It makes me really question myself now, to be honest. (i.e., Was I being fair?)

I'll need some time to figure this out, I think.

By the way, for those who haven't noticed: I have updated my profile slightly. Sadly, my title now is "read the profile before you write me"... or something to that effect. Because too many of you just aren't, and it contains some valuable information that I think you need to know about me.

Until next time.

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