Stunned !  

rm_Eric0072005 52M
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7/21/2006 10:47 am

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7/21/2006 5:51 pm

Stunned !

Can a person who lives an immoral life correct another who is an addict in sexual matters?

I was left stunned this night when I caught a video clip of a `blowjob' on my Office terminal. This terminal is connected to the I-Net and free for all to use. There are office regulations which prohibit the usual offensive stuff. I also know that there are protective guards in place so it was a shock to see the clip played out in Real Player.

The office is the office. To acess these things in the Office crosses the line of right and wrong behavior. I realised that I had choked within. I was angry with whoever had downloaded or acces the clip. I was outraged!
Yet at the same time, a voice inside me say `You are the same'. This made me feel terrible.

How can I tell others about doing the right things when I am not plus the fact that I am liviing an immoral life. The Pot calling the Kettle Black isn't it?

Yet if I do not stand up and say something against this finding , the whole establishment - my office will slowly but surely disintegrate.

So what can I do?
My dilemna. I am filled with guilt and frustration. I am stunned by this incident.

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