go on and forget about ME!  

rm_DarknStar 55F
3006 posts
5/5/2006 6:41 pm

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5/6/2006 11:55 am

go on and forget about ME!

Do you ever feel like theres no hope, and all you want to do is curl up in a hole and cry?

That the whole world is trying to change you and that theres noone there when you need someone there to hold you?

Do you ever feel like yesterdays dump...and that someone just forgot to FLUSH!

Do you ever feel like someone is using you, and that they really dont give a rats ass how you feel and what you need?

I hate this fucking website!...well the profile and dating part! For if it wasnt for blog world, I think I would leave this place!

Im sick and tired of being used! oh for them (guys) to get what they want! and then try and change you or just fuckin leave ya hangin! or turning cold and dont give a damn...Makes ME feel like I did wrong, When all along I have been myself. I cant give more than what I have! Me is all I have to offer!...I just wanted something! and not feel like a piece of SHIT!!

sorry for the moment....Hell NO Im not....here to take a dump (vent) Was having a semi good day...it was blown in a 2.2 seconds!

rm_UB6IB9_39 51M
19 posts
5/5/2006 8:10 pm

sorry to hear about your bad day, hugs. Hope things take a turn for the better for ya!!

RevJoseyWales 70M/67F
14393 posts
5/6/2006 10:16 am

Sit back and take a deep breath Star. You can't let this place get to you like that. It just isn't worth it. People on this site are no different than people out in the real world. I gave up on the dating part of this site a long time ago. If I let that be my reason d'etre, I'd have pulled the pin way back when. Yeah, it's depressing when you see others getting hit on, while you sit back wishing it were you. Boy don't I know that one. AdultFriendFinder can be a disaster for the ego, unless you're young, single and very attractive. Since I don't qualify on any of those, I'm not fucked. (Not that I try, 'cause I love the Duchess so). I only hang near blogville because of the few special people I've found here. Otherwise it would have been fuck this site a long time ago. Hang tough, your time will come. Trust me. Joe


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