all in a weekend  

rm_DarknStar 55F
3006 posts
8/21/2006 8:01 am

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all in a weekend


Well I really dont know where to start....I guess the beginning is a good place.

Rewinding back to late last Friday....My whole world changed, lost and empty and trying to hide that from my hubby was a hard thing to do...BUT I DID!

Saturday Morning wake up with the alarm clock 630 am.....I told my husband to open up the other milk carton, use the red one first. and Out of NOwhere he blew UP. Yelling and hollaring that he gives up and that I had 2 weeks to figure out what I was going to do. Because he was leaving.

In a short time on the front porch, I remember cussing at him "I thought I called him a "stupid son of a bitch"............(later confirmed I called him a "Stupid fucking bastard" ....

Anyway he came back at me to the porch and hit me...I fell onto the gas grill and just layed there until he walked away. Not wanting him to hit me again. He walked away and into the trailer, he went to the bedroom.

I grabbed my cell phone and ciggerettes and headed back outside to hide.

In the mental state I was in after Friday night and NOW this with the hubby. I was a MESS....Crying like a river and death looking pretty good.

I set for along time. and Got into my pretty little head to call *FB* and tell him what I felt and end it gracefully......I had just one thing to tell him and get it off my chest.......

I called him and we talked for 40 minutes....BUT I DID tell him what I had to say.......

I told him.....I LOVE YOU...and he said he already knew it......I was blown away after he said that......I had NO ideal he even knew that...I tried like hell to hide that....I guess Im NOT every good at that.....Even fallinStrgazer said the same thing to me......She knew I was in love...................I never said anything to NObody....I wouldnt even let myself thing that, that I was in love with FB.

When I hung up the phone to FB, I wanted it to end. I was in a good place in my mind with everything that FB and I had.

BUT I HAD PROBLEM number 2 to dealwith NOW!.......HUBBY!......I called work and told my boss alittle and told her I needed my job but I was in NO condishion to work.....PLZ give me 2 days to get myself back together and That I would be back to work on Monday....READY!.............After hanging up with her....

I came back into the trailer, hubby asleep on the bed and I packed some shit for a night away.....I was headed to my camper some 60 miles south of home...........I was packed I woke up hubby and said if your going get your ass up and get your shit together.....THAT I was leaving.

He never said a word, He got up packed his stuff......grabbed a gun....I knew then he figured it out where I was headed..............

Me in my state of mind....fight with hubby and slammed by FB.....I shouldnt have been driving......crying the whole time I was driving......I was a mess.......Luckily I have a somewhat automatic polit on the car.....the car took me to the camper....

OMG.....When we got to the camper, my camper was locked, So hubby walked to the other trailer on the place to see if the old peeps were home........He walked into the back door and saw no one......He left out the same door and re walked his steps.....and when he walk back around to the back of the trailer a "RATTLESNAKE" grabbed his pant leg.......It scared the fuck right out of him......he was running down a hill and twisted his anlge BAD.....grabbed his gun and ran back up the hill.....me right behind him. I was scared to death....I jumped upon a doghouse and just stood there looking at this snake and hubby trying to get to the snakes head to get a good shot on it........long story short....He KILLED it and Its now at the top of the barn tanning OUT ............(snake 5'4" female, timber rattle)

So hubby is hurting......I have no feelings for him hurting.....DAMN...thats what he gets hitting ME!

Sunday Morning he gets up to go squirrel hunting and FALLS of the porch and fucks up his back....hehe......fat fucker hitting me........YEP....I just let him lay...he will get up when it time.....I went back to bed........

BY the time it was time to leave the camper....I DIDNT want to go.......Yea me and the hubby are back for the week to work and I told him on this coming Saturday, after work...we would go back to Brown Co and start spending more time together...........Well and hope like hell He doesnt kill himself in the propess....LOL>...........I liked it he got hurt this weekend and He DID tell him he deserved it...and He said he knew it....BUT HE NEVER said he was sorry for hitting me.........asshole.......HEy this is only the third time he has hit me and the 13 years together!....

Anyway I cant wait to get back down south.....My head is on straight at the moment...Im going to go to work today...........and on saturday evening Im headed back south to play...........I feel like a kid down there and its so good for the soul down there.....and theres a NEW toy down there that I didnt get my fill of..... a 4 wheeler.....great something to kill myself on.................

anyway that was life around here last weekend.....

.HOW WAS YOUR WEEKEND AROUND HERE??

""Monday""......not looking to bad at this point.


2daycowboywanted 46F

8/21/2006 9:24 am

Get your head on straight - what the hell are you still doing with him! I dont care if it was the first time he slapped you - you dont need someone like that in your life!

Girl - move on!!!

Until later
2daycowboywanted


silverbreeze2 67F

8/21/2006 9:25 am

My weekend was dull compared to this. Nobody ( man or woman) has the right to hit another person, under no circumstances, no ifs , ands or maybes. If you get that mad, go hit a tree.

I am lost for words! I don't know what to say except I hope everything will work out for the best.


digdug41 50M

8/21/2006 9:52 am

Jeeze thats some weekend I hope all gets sorted for ya oh and I saw this movie where the husband had loose hands and the woman gave him some hot grits in the face...just a thought to deter him from getting loose with the hands again

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FixesWristPubis 66M
233 posts
8/21/2006 12:30 pm

If he "EVER" hits again come get me and I'll show him what I think about guy's that hit ladies. I'll even let him feel what you felt when his hand hit you. Your ol' man an't much of a man, just showing you that he can't beat the hell out of another man. That ASS HOLE has my German/Irish temper up now. Show him where I live at sweetheart. OK?


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
8/21/2006 2:26 pm

A LOT LIKE YOURS

but If I ever hear something like that again I'll come down there and put my foot in his ass


RevJoseyWales 70M/67F
14393 posts
8/21/2006 4:12 pm

911 maybe? No real man strikes a woman. don't care what she does, it just doesn't happen. Why weren't the cops called? As for the other, you knew it was coming, I saw it months ago. Joe

"McVeigh had the right idea, wrong address."

"This ain't Dodge City, and you ain't Bill Hickok."


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