How did~* DarknStar *~get her name!  

rm_DarknStar 55F
3006 posts
11/23/2005 11:50 am

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How did~* DarknStar *~get her name!


Who is she?
She was a star that SHINED!

OK! let me tell you alittle about ME!!

I came here looking for something and really didnt know what. I was a rookie at all this. I had been here alittle over a month and wasnt seeing, what I thought I was looking for. So I went on my own search, to see what was out there. There in the distance, was a picture, a picture of this guy. I decided to wink, and start a waiting game to see if he would notice me. As time went by, I got a wink back and a note. Damn this was exciting, the strange man in the picture was talking to me. As our new world was born. We were like sponges, getting to know eachother, talking hours and hours, either here in space or on the phone.
So when I got to meet him, it was awesome! He was all the pictures, I had seen of him and more. I alittle shy and slow at times, I wouldnt really look at him. I guess I was afraid, he would rejected me. But anyway we set there and talked and laughed, like we had been friends for life.
Then in a quiet moment, he reached for me. He drew me to him and kissed me. DAMN!! It was a kiss, that will never BE forgotten!! The emotionally kiss between to poeple, is the most important part. (well to me anyway) If its there you both will know it and feel it!! And OMG I did feel it!!
So as time went on, we shared laughter and good times. We shared tears of happiness and of sad times. We were growing together. We even started to talk about living with eachother. He was my whole world. He made my STAR SHINE!!!
But as summer, passby so quickly, and the fall was coming on. Something happen, and I really dont know what happen. It was like he was here and then he was gone.

I let this stranger in my life. A man from a picture. I wished he had only came to me, to step on my toes. But HELL NO, He came in and stepped on my HEART!!!
So as you can see, and I hate to admit it. I fell in LOVE with him, and he knew it. Why because I told him!!!
So this is how I came up with my name. He has pulled that plug. Im a DarknStar!!!

OK!!!..So its a broken heart! A broken heart I have to mend, in my own way and time!!!
And now you know where some of my fits come from. Im not a hateful person, nor do I wish bad things on people. I just want to sit back in my darkness of hell. And in time, I might find that something, to make me SHINE again!!!

rm_indydirtydog 47M
700 posts
11/29/2005 12:12 pm

I had a simular thing happen to bites and no one can say that it will get better or that time heals or any of the other shit unless they have been burned also.

I hope you can find that someone to light your star again. Life is too short to hide in the shadows and pain of a lost love, it's like we make the choice for them to win everyday.

I am still healing, Sorry I do not have any answers, but I share in your pain.

Women Women everywhere and not a pussy to eat......

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