Sleep Deprivation, Strawberry Mead, and 2 Years!  

rm_DagorPoker 36M
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4/7/2006 10:25 pm
Sleep Deprivation, Strawberry Mead, and 2 Years!

I haven't slept in over 24 hours because of my new job. I have now had a bottle of strawberry mead (My own brew. Bottled over 2 years ago and I'm glad that I saved it. It was delicious!), some hard cider, some miscellaneous liquor and am feeling quite intoxicated.
I'm sitting alone in my house listening to Neo-swing music (Cherry Poppin' Daddies, Big Bad Voodoo Daddy, and a little Royal Crown Revue) and thinking about the fact that it's nearly 2 years since I've had sex and more importantly nearly 2 years since I've felt anything.
This new job is part of my reconstruction period. I planned my life around the girl that I was planning to marry. At this point we should have been married. Now she's attached to some other guy who is apparently doing precisely what I could not.
Make her love him inspite of his faults.

Alas, all is not lost. There is a light at the end of even this tunnel. I'm working hard to see it.
I have my writing. I have my family. And I always have hope.

I hope to find myself again. I hope to build a niche for myself in this world. And most importantly I hope to find someone to share everything with.

Lastly, I share a new favorite quote, "There was nothing sinful about looking at feminine loveliness unadorned. It was as sweetly innocent as looking at flowers or kittens- but far more fun."

Bonus points to anyone who can name the author.

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