HOW  

rm_Cocky221000 34F
10 posts
11/26/2005 6:50 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

HOW


HOW CAN SOMONE FIND LOVE?
HOW CAN SOMEONE DO IT WITHOUT GETTING HURT?
HOW CAN YOU TELL HIM THAT YOU CARE ALOT ABOUT HIM AND YOUR WILLING TO PROVE IT TO HIM?
HE HAD A BAD DAY AND HE SAID THINGS THAT HURT. A FEW HOURS LATER HE CALLED AND SAID HE'S SORRY. I'M TRING TO GET TO KNOW THIS GUY AND THAT HAPPENED. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE IN A BAD MOOD AND TAKES IT OUT ON ME. I HATE IT, MR.. I WANT THIS TO WORK OUT MORE THAN YOU KNOW, BUT YOU CANT TREAT ME LIKE THAT. I CANT PROMISE YOU THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT. I DO KNOW THERE WILL BE SO HARD TIMES. I DO KNOW THAT ONE OR BOTH OF US MIGHT WANT OUT OF THIS.I CAN PROMISE YOU THIS, IF WE BOTH TRY AT THIS, WE COULD HAVE A GOOD AND STRONG FRIENDSHIP. AND MORE!

sky_moon_love 47M
7 posts
11/28/2005 4:15 pm

i can say i'm sorry until the world says uncle,i can fall to my knees and cry for forgiveness,i can say i love you and need you more than anything,but nothing i say or do can take away what i have done to your heart that i only wanted to love and protect,i didn't know you felt anything for me,but thats no excuse for how i made you feel,i do love you very much and wan't to be with you night and day,there are so many things i wan't to say,but am afraid you will not see me as i am,because some of the things we do in the past reflect who we are in the future,as a person,a friend,and a lover...i love you so much,sweety!that my heart bleeds....sky


sky_moon_love 47M
7 posts
12/28/2005 7:46 am

you know your not the only one who had a wall up ,sweety!
i find myself tring to trust but looking away and staying away.
but you make me feel special and wanted.so i open myself to you.only wanting friendship,but i have fall'in for you in so many ways and i think of those ways daily.and how i can tell you without you wanting to leave me.thats what i was thinking about yesturday!
what if i told you and you couldn't take my love.i trust you and i wan't you to know.like i have always said,i wan't to be open and honest with you always.
loove you sweety!
sky


sky_moon_love 47M
7 posts
1/12/2006 8:01 am

not 1 day goes by that i dont think of you and how wonderful and special you are to me..i read this alot and i look at where we have come from and how far we have come in just a few short weeks..i love you and i always want you in my life...

HERE VOICE AND HER THOUGHTS OF US BEGING TOGETHER HOLDS ME UP
AND FEELS ME WITH SO MUCH LOVE..
AS THE STARS SHINE AND TWINKLE WITH THE NEVER ENDING JOY
OF US BEGING TOGETHER ONE DAY..I FEEL COMPLETE AND WHOLE AS A MAN.
ALL THIS TIME I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER FEEL ANYTHING FOR SOMEBODY
I'M SO PROUD OF HER AND MYSELF..I HAVE WAITED AND WAITED.SHE IS WHO I AM SUPOSE TO BE WITH AND THE WAIT AT THE TIME SEEMED UNCOMMING AND UNKNOWING.BUT NOW,I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT THE WAIT WAS WORTH EVERY MOMMENT ALONE.EVERY MOMENT WONDERING IF I WOULD EVER BE TOUCHED AGAIN.WOULD SOMEONE EVER LOVE ME AND WANT TO BE WITH ME..
I HAVE ENDURED AND I HAVE MADE IT TO THE PLACE I LONG TO BE..
IN THE LIFE AND ARMS OF SOMEONE SO TENDER..
BILLY


sky_moon_love 47M
7 posts
1/18/2006 9:12 am

I UNDERSTAND HER MORE THAN SHE KNOWS TO BE TRUE..
I UNDERSTAND HER BECAUSE I AM CLOSE TO HER VERY BEING.
EVERYTHING THAT SHE IS I AM,EVERYTHING THAT SHE WANTS TO BE I AM
EVERY TEAR DROP I AM EVERY SMILE I AM
EVERY THOUGHT OF WHAT TO DO I AM
EVERY NIGHT AWAKE I AM
EVERY FEELING I AM
EVERY KISS I AM
EVERY TOUCH I AM
EVERY WALK ON SAND I AM
BILLY


sky_moon_love 47M
7 posts
1/19/2006 8:00 am

I HAVE THIS ENGRAVED IN MY HEART AND IT'S BEEN HERE WITH ME SENCE THE MOMENT YOU WROTE IT.I BELIEVE IN YOU AND I KNOW YOU WILL COME TO ME WHEN YOU ARE READY.I ONLY FEEL HURT BECAUSE YOU WONT TALK TO ME.I NEED YOU,SWEETY!PLEASE TALK TO ME IT'S SAFE HERE..
LOVE
BILLY


sky_moon_love 47M
7 posts
3/5/2006 11:12 am

what does this mean to you? do you still feel the same way or is something keeping you from me??are you keeping you from me? HOW do you feel today about me and about us?? i remember HOW you use to look at me and HOW you use to feel in your heart just knowing you would see me.but it's all gone now!you have changed so much in just a few short weeks and it's not good!!!! i find myself feeling alone and unwanted by you..2 feelings you never gave to me before.. i dont know what to say to you or to myself anymore!!!!! i feel that i try way to hard to please you and you try way to hard to push me away!!


sky_moon_love 47M
7 posts
3/9/2006 9:53 am

what happen to the girl i met and fell in love with?why does she choose to treat me like this...


rm_forfunemail 40M
1 post
8/30/2006 4:18 pm

What in tha hell? Very Dramatic. Guy, whoever you are, let up a little. NOt sure of the situation but whoa! love shouldn't be so dramatic. Good luck to each of you. Wow.


rm_benthere1981 37M
1 post
12/22/2006 3:30 pm

hi there i cant sayanything for people out there but sometimes life is hard and if it eases up be ready for it to get even tougher soon enough and if you find a little pleasure or flexability tkae it and run fast and hold on tight


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