And the quest continues....more ramblings from me...  

rm_CelticGirl4 46F
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7/22/2006 9:45 pm
And the quest continues....more ramblings from me...

well, here I am....still in the process, so to speak. I'm kind of in a holding pattern, due to my man not being here and this being about the both of us and all. So, I've been chatting with a few couples and so far have talked to some REALLY cool people that appear to have similar interests and viewpoints. Just yesterday, I had a great conversation. But, with him not here for another week or so, I can't set anything up. So, hopefully, these great people will continue to get to know me and think I'm just the cat's meow that they will just want to meet us.

Sometimes I think I don't really know what I want from this. There are times where it's like, ok, a one-shot deal, but then I have cool conversations, or keep reading, or re-reading profiles, and think, oh geez, it would be nice to have a recurring beneficial friendship with another couple that has no pressure but fun times for the four of us.

I also start getting nervous at the prospect of meeting someone else. You know those "oh my gosh, will they be attracted? wil they want to be my friend? will they want to take the time to really get to know me/us or will they just see the surface and go, no, thanks, you aren't good enough for us?"

I mean some of the people on here, are like DAMN. to be that fit and hot. wow. but overall I seem to see just regular people of all shapes, sizes, and colors just looking for the same thing. I think that's great.

then there's the flip side of that. For me, this is honestly, much more of a mental connection and trust thing. I can think someone is physically, OMG, but if I can't talk to them or, more importantly, laugh with them. Then, I really don't see the point. As well as the fact that if I don't have anything in common with them, what is there to talk about? I like to talk. I like to laugh. I like to have fun and I am beginning to see for this to work there has to be that.

My sense of etiquette gets the best of me sometimes. I feel kinda bad when I don't respond to people or I have to tell them, I'm sorry, I just don't see a connection there. Especially, for some of the people who take the time to contact me. Then I remind myself, it's okay, I"m always polite about it, and I will never hear from them again so If I can live with how I handle something, then it's all good.

So, anyway, off to watch some family guy, trying to make it through some of the episodes I haven't caught. Drop me a line, leave a comment, start a conversation, it's cool really.

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