what is it about me?  

rm_CCLordDamien 41M/39F
32 posts
7/27/2005 8:36 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

what is it about me?

Why is it I keep screwing things up? I've met several couples through Xmatch and seem to mess up everything? and it seems that all of them end up hooking up with other friends in my network. Kinda makes me feel used that way. I've been ignored, insulted, and flat out told off. Don't get me wrong, I don't blame my friends, I blame the people who are doing it, not who they turn to next.

But no one will tell me what I'm doing wrong. Is it 'cause I'm Bi? Ok, guys, lemme tell you some hard truths. You're not all that. Just because I'm bi doesn't mean I wanna screw every guy I come across, not even most, or even half. It means I'm open to the possibility, if the interest is mutual. even if you WERE all that, I still wouldn't try anything unless there was mutual interest.

maybe it's cause I've moved too fast. ok, forgive me for getting excited cause someone wants to get to know me. you try spending 12 years in school being ignored and see how you turn out. I'm sorry, it's one of my less mature idiosyncrasies. I'm not proud of it, but it's not something i can change over night. "what, you wanna talk to me? you wanna be MY friend? YIPPIE!!!!!" like i said, childish, but do we ever truely outgrow our childhood? If you think you do, think about how much it's shaped who you've become, and tell me again.

maybe.... hell, i don't know.

I need to get some sleep, later all

Lord Damien

abdoullah5 41M

7/28/2005 7:57 am

salut je te trouve attirante seduisante et tres exitant je crois q ma grosse bite convient tres bien à ta belle chatte biz

luther672 50M

7/28/2005 5:34 pm

Hey buddy. It really sucks and I could imagine it would really hurt if someone who shows interest in you at first ends up with another of your friends. That just shows that they have no tact. It reflects in no way upon your personality and who you are. The least they coul dod it tell you that they were not interested for X. Y or Z reason.

While self reflection and introspection is good from time to time it really is pointless if we beat ourselves up over things that we did in the past. We can learn from them and then move on because you can't change what is behind you just do the best for what's ahead of you.

....and now on a lighter note, I will actually translate what abdoulla5 said since I know your French is...er..rusty. He writes,"Hi. I find you seductively attractive most exicitin. I think my fat cock will go well with your pussy. Kisses!"

No joking! That's what it translates to. I wouldn't lie. lol.


Jobe00 43M
211 posts
7/29/2005 6:28 am

Hmmm...luther, could you do them a favor and inform abdoulla that guys are usually for Damien and not the lady...

rm_CCLordDamien 41M/39F
77 posts
7/29/2005 8:53 am

Well, the single ones, anyway.

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