Anger management - part 2 - re-posted  

rm_ByNaomi 36F
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8/5/2006 7:05 pm

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Anger management - part 2 - re-posted

I wrote this some months ago but decided to make a re-post.
Somehow it feels like this is a good time for remebrance. Again, and again..
And again.

Stupid girl!
Silly you are with your head filled with dreams, going around with that stupid smile.
One might even mistake you for being happy??

Silly girl!
Stop that right now!
Wipe that happy smile off your face, will ya?
Your happiness makes me feel sick..

Pretty girl,
what you thinking about?
It almost seems like your head is hidden in the clouds or even worse..
Full of cotton and that you've lost it!

Sweet girl,
I found this and I think you might have left it behind when you rushed off in such a hurry..
It looks like your mind.. It's filled with cotton that used to be thoughts.
Does it seem familiar?

Snap out of it girl! Stop being such a fool..
Stop with the dreaming and get real will ya?
There's nothing you can do! NOTHING!
So stop fantasying..
Just stop.
You make me sick.

I don't recognise you anymore.. Where's the girl I used to know?
I don't know you..
You're a stranger in the mirror that reflects back on me.
You're not me.
And I'm not you..

Stop pretending you're me. Stop pretending things could be different.
There are no "what ifs"!
The sooner you get that the better!
It's not about you! It's about him!!
Don't stand in his way will ya!
You know it'll hurt when
you'll get runned over..
So why do you even try to pretend
it's not going to??

Or do you actually think things will change?!
Girl, what are you made of?
Oohh.. You think YOU might have changed?
Girl, I'm sorry.. But who are you trying to fool..?
But sure.. If you really believe that...

You stupid, silly girl. You want to be me, and I you..
I only wish we could agree more..
I only wish we could level more..
Fairy tales are for small children
and this is the real world..
Utopia doesn't live here anymore.

No matter how hard you search or how many people you'll ask.
The truth is within YOU..
Look there, look honestly.
The future will tell. Don't rush it.
It'll find you.
And as the fool you are,
I know you'll be right there waiting.
You silly, silly girl.

© ByNaomi MyMirrorWithin 05'-08'

MaggiesWishes 61F

8/5/2006 7:34 pm

I adore your honesty and the courage to find yourself.

warm huggies my sweet girlfriend

rm_anacortes 75M
2850 posts
8/6/2006 1:15 pm


Bless YOU .. Goddess

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