This is what ya'll want ....  

rm_Blinded1969 40M
534 posts
7/27/2006 4:46 am

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5/28/2007 1:08 am

This is what ya'll want ....

Apologies goes to people i dissed before, who is pissed with me. Hurtful comments i left, over-the-edge jokes, being too direct, name-calling and everything else. And i sincerely apologize to Cara for asking what i shouldnt. After all the comments i received and the mail sent to me, i think this is just the thing to do.. i owe each and everyone an apology if my entry about how i feel and what i want was too bold.

The friends and enemies i made here is an absolute pleasure, the people i know here surprise me most of the time. There's only 1 thing i didnt do though, that is to meet them. When i really wanted to meet that 1 person which ya'll thought was just for fuck sake, i have all these mails shooting at me. hahaa, how nice is that? Oh well, the gathering mails i got was not as degrading compared to my latest entry. This one is worst. Hahaa, dont need to remind me of how ugly i am.(To those who dont even dare to post their faces, perhaps you people are uglier than me eh? hah!). Dont need to remind me that im a malay.(Colour means alot to you peopple in here? Dont need to remind me that i dont have what she want.(As if i dont know). Dont hafta remind me alot of things about me that you people dont even know.(You people dont even know me, you people have no absoulute idea of what i have gone thru, is going thru and will be goin thru) so ~shessH~ better not to know. I wasnt surprised to have a low number of comment on my blog, but to have 67 mails? OHMYGOD! that was fuckin amazing. hahaa.. This is awesome, perhaps i should create more controversy eh? But nah, this is afterall the cyber world, anybody can become everybody. Anybody can lie about everybody. And Everyone of us is a Liar. We lie to live or we live to lie is just a phrase you say, but hey, when you say that, look in the mirror. "ROCKSTAR MY ASS! USING A LAME ASS FIGURE TO GET LAID? YOU'LL NEVER GET HER" one mail i got.... Ehem, Rockstar i am for sure "MISSY". Just because i keep my band a secret in here doesnt mean im lying. And no "MR", i wasnt the one who have cold sweat in front of that 3000 odd people, i was the one who slammed my Thunderbird bass into the Marshall amp, yes, the one whom you said "ROCKED THE STAGE" yes that was me and that was my band. Well there's more but i reckin ya'll dont wanna read on and know what the mails were all about. But most of them are just degrading to me personally.

Once again my sincere apologies to everyone and especially Cara for the asking.. Cheers ya'll...

CASUALLY DRESSED AND DEEP IN CONVERSATION


happyladychat 48F
3740 posts
7/27/2006 5:29 am

I have always abject to been judgemental to others, and I just did that in your last post. I didn't know why I wrote what I wrote, probably I was just being kaypoh. Therefore I left an apology there after.

Now that I read this post of yours.... I think you did great, a very mature approach, to apologize to Cara via this post. I'm glad you admit you were a little too out-spoken.

Sorry about the emails you received. But isn't it great to know you're getting famous in blogland to have so many write to you? 67 mails... in one day? Don't think I can break that record.

If that "everyone" includes me... I accept your apology. Actually, I've forgiven you even before you did this post. In fact, I blamed myself for not minding my own business.

Cheers too, wise young lad.


Make it your challenge.... turn me ON!!


nottycara 37F

7/27/2006 8:21 am

I dont even feel that u need to apologise to me. Leave alone other people. HOw come people are so free to bombard u with yr unwanted opinions? MOreover trying to attack someone from all these personal points as race, looks is very low cheap acts. i mean why so shallow? 67 emails a day? damn.. i got 40 a day since i changed my profile to scare off some horndogs. so u can imagine when i had a 'normal' profile back then how many i received.

rock on. dont let anyone intimidate u.


nottycara 37F

7/27/2006 8:22 am

*with THEIR unwanted opinions*

sorry jus correcting some typo errors


poison_syrup 44F
8533 posts
7/27/2006 9:05 am

Don't need to bother with these people. Only people without a life can afford the time to be nosey pokers.


Angel Of Sins


happyladychat 48F
3740 posts
7/27/2006 7:50 pm

    Quoting nottycara:
    I dont even feel that u need to apologise to me. Leave alone other people. HOw come people are so free to bombard u with yr unwanted opinions? MOreover trying to attack someone from all these personal points as race, looks is very low cheap acts. i mean why so shallow? 67 emails a day? damn.. i got 40 a day since i changed my profile to scare off some horndogs. so u can imagine when i had a 'normal' profile back then how many i received.

    rock on. dont let anyone intimidate u.
The lady has spoken. Sharks! Now, I feel even more sucks now... well... who ask me to be stupid enough to care so much... even the lady doesn't mind being look upon as a potential sex bud.

Hmmm... never again.... (i shall bookmark this post to remind myself of my stupidity for being kaypoh. )

at least someone must smiling from cheek to cheek....


Make it your challenge.... turn me ON!!


nottycara 37F

7/28/2006 11:57 am

heheheh seems like everyone knows more than i do based on HLC's comment. well doesnt matter. Potential sex bud? thats not likely due to my orientation. that should clarify a lot.

ok guys time to cuddle up with my baby girl on the couch. charlies angels on AXN now.

ciao for now!


Serenely_Yours 118

7/29/2006 9:46 pm

dum-pee-dee-dum-dum-doo...

You can have 3 choices.

1) Turn your enemies into friends.
2) Turn your friends into enemies.
3) Turn yourself in. To that wretched hole awaiting.

*...Sayang Sayang...*


٭ ˚ °◦○☻ Serenely Yours ☺○◦° ˚ ٭


crowning 33F

7/30/2006 10:03 am

oh dear...

now now... never thought you are the apologizing kind, especially if its to people who dun matter in the first place. you are right, they don't know you. and look, even cara isn't giving you a hard time.

you live your life, your way... and from where i can see, its pretty fine.

its your space, and you don't customise its contents for others. don't start now.


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