Guilty as charged...  

rm_BBWinJC 39F
167 posts
5/11/2006 7:01 am

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5/14/2006 6:02 pm

Guilty as charged...

I was horny yesterday... very horny... so i sent a text message to my main partner to see if he was available... and he didnt responded (for at least 3 hours), so I made plans with my friend from here. After those plans were made, my main partner, who i hadnt seen in 3 weeks responded to my text message and asked me to come up.

So, what to do? I thought about seeing them both, but didnt think I could handle that, plus trying to fit in two guys in a 4 hour period would seem like short changing them cause most of the time sex with one guy lasts that long. I considered ignoring the message from my main partner and seeing the one I'd already made plans with. I considered canceling both.

I came to the conclusion that since I hadnt seen the main partner in so long and since he is my main partner, I should see him. And I felt so shitty with myself calling to cancel with my other friend. I hated doing it. I really did. I will DEFINATELY make it up to him tonight. I felt so bad though... in fact i still feel guilty about it. This is the first time this has happened (and hopefully the last).

I just feel shitty that I've treated someone I respect and care for like this. But I dont really see any other choice I could have made.

And right after I canceled with this person another person got online and asked me to dinner. This is a person that i slept with once but he changes his mind weekly on what he wants (friends, fuck buddies, relationship, etc) so I am not going there again.

So I'm off to find an outfit to make my friend from here drool and go insane

PassionKisses4Me 45F

5/11/2006 10:16 am

Cancelling on a friend is crappy and only ends up hurting them...lucky him, he gets sloppy seconds today after you throw him to the side yesterday...sure as hell hope you do make it up to him...he deserves it



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