Teddy, That's One's For You!  

rm_Ariguy 48M
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3/7/2006 1:27 am
Teddy, That's One's For You!

So only four people appreciated my last post! I don't have to worry about pissing people off or offending anyone. But I dedicate it to Teddy, a very special man who remains a part of my complex sexual tapestry.

It is kind of hard to define Teddy. He was never my husband or boyfriend. But he was so much more than just a good friend with benefits. And friends we were. He had two wonderful dogs I loved to play with, amongst other things. He would never forgive me if I had let that slide by. We talked, wrestled and played poker. And we both liked to party. This is the guy I credit with teaching to appreciate and enjoy my sexuality, not sex and there is a difference, and to not be afraid to let your sexuality be a thriving part of you!

They say big things come in small packages and in few cases was it ever more evident than Ted. He was a compact man and yet a man's man. He use to build houses, drove a truck, loved sports and beer. Even had kids. But then, he also wrote stories like the one I wrote last time, but his got published. I was the muse for a couple he once told me. And was he easy to look at? Oh, yeah! He was successful, smart, sexy, funny and fun to be around. But he wasn't easy to get to know. He was a bit guarded and gruff at times, but underneath that small but tough exterior was a charming and beautiful sweetheart!

And those of us who got to know him intimately got rewarded well for it. When we got together for the first time, he told me he had wanted that to happen for three years. I can honestly say, it was worth the wait for both of us. Boy did we have a great time together! Even now, I replayed certain memories of my moments with him. But hell, we were at it for years, up until he moved. That was nearly ten years ago.

As I sit here now, I'm tearing up so I want to close. Ted, if for some reason you are reading this, I want you to know that I love you, I miss you and I thank you. For the years of friendship, tears, cheers and lots of beers. For the lessons you taught me to help me appreciate who and what I am even more. And for the memories that will forever be a part of my mind, heart and soul.

Ten years later and you still remain on my top ten sexual partners list. And as a former escort, that's saying something! And as special and as amazing as some of our encounters were, I still find the man underneath it all (LO to be the true benefit.

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