Last Time I Post On This.....  

rm_AmishAmy 102F
842 posts
1/29/2006 4:04 pm

Last Read:
4/4/2006 5:14 pm

Last Time I Post On This.....


i've made a commitment .....
i've made a commitment to be non-commital....
until i'm sure i can follow through wholeheartedly...
and for now...
i'll make no promises......
that i cannot keep....
i'll not base my decisions on talk alone....
i am now a:
travel at your own risk....
pay as you go.....
don't step on the grass....
beware of dog....
trespassers will be prosecuted....
don't feed the bear....
kind of girl.....
i am tired of saying the wrong things...
i am tired of not meeting expectations....
i am tired of being tired....
i know long distance has ruined my lovelife in the past......
i know the challenges it has caused....
i understand i have to look past that.....
and see the big picture...
outside of the box...
and i know....
you are worth it.....
i'm certain of this...
you are worth the time, effort and travel it will take....
to know...
but please take heed...
i am nothing if not honest...
as to how i am....
demanding...demanding....and demanding....
but when i allow someone to grow close.....
when i allow myself to grow close....
specifics will have to happen...
we'll talk about those when the time comes....
in the meantime....
i'd like to fuck you first......of course....
make sure we're compatible there.....
consolation for the airfare...
it's the least we could do .....
don't tell me i can't have you without commitment.....
but if it'll make you feel any better...
chant it out loud while i'm riding your lap...
over and over and over again...
i would imagine this as a surprise to you all....
but you have each affected me in different ways...
and i'm hungry for all of you....
need to sample you all...
if you need a consolation from all this......
in men, i have wonderful taste.....
and if that consolation isn't enough......
for men, i taste wonderful...
so not all is lost....
am i being ostentatious....maybe....
am i being arrogant....perhaps....
but i'm a woman with blinders looking straight ahead....
with a determined yet honest agenda....

and i love to travel in the spring...

that's all i'll say for now....
the rest of the conversation will be between you and me....

norprin5 56M

1/29/2006 6:59 pm

so, i'll pick you up at the airport then?

King Nor XVIII


bardicman 51M

1/29/2006 7:26 pm

Hmmmmm..... Most interesting. Spring is such a beautiful time of the year.



I am not dead yet


onelittlesecret 35M
1579 posts
1/31/2006 12:00 pm

These last 3 posts have been very cool, seeing some of your thought-process. Best wishes Amy.


Become a member to create a blog