I Was Nervous.......  

rm_AmishAmy 101F
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2/20/2006 11:32 am

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4/4/2006 5:09 pm

I Was Nervous.......


it took me 2 hours to pick out what i was going to wear
while i drove...i practiced what i was going to say
i pulled off the road 3 times
and thought about turning back

i was nervous

my heart felt like it was going to pump out of my chest
i tried to chase all the personal thoughts i shared with you
out of my head....not out of regret......
but because it made me feel more vulnerable

i was nervous

i tried to imagine how our scenario would play out
i wondered if i should hug you
i was worried we would be shy with one another
should i let you speak first??

i was nervous

i wondered if you would find me sexy
i wondered if you would want me
i wondered if i would be obvious in what i wanted
and what we would do about that...

i was nervous

would we share a room
would i stay with you
can we handle sex
with all this emotion

i was nervous

i didn't mention i got there early
an hour and a half to be exact
that's too much time to think
i can't begin to describe the horror's my mind came up with

i was nervous

i knew it was you
as soon as i saw you
walking slowly
looking around

you looked nervous

would it be bad of me
to say i was relieved
to see the fear in your face
about meeting me....

you looked nervous

norprin5 56M

2/20/2006 5:41 pm

i don't want to worry you, Amy, but it sounds to me like you're *gasp!* pretty normal

great imagery - i know those feelings all too well

King Nor XVIII


TopFisher 64M

2/21/2006 6:13 am

If I had no fear in my face, then you should RUN as fast as you can the other direction.

(but then iffin it was me, such would probably happen anyway!!


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