Call On Your Conscience.....Try Something New....  

rm_AmishAmy 101F
842 posts
2/3/2006 5:13 am

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Call On Your Conscience.....Try Something New....

hey you.....
behind the screen......
posting words
attracting us moths
to your flame...

with some time
to spend
between jeopardy and csi
you create a world
we want to be part of....

empowered by your ability
you wrap the noose
around our brain...or heart
and pull us in
ever so slowly

we're fun to you.....
nothing more....
a nice distraction
to your everyday routine....

until you realize....
what you've done
good or bad...
but you have to own the fact that
you were the guide

you take no blame
afterall....this is just a computer
for christ's sake....
what kind of loser
let's things like this
get to them....

angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
2/3/2006 6:28 am

Good blog! And very true in some cases.

RockPebble 70M
2493 posts
2/3/2006 7:54 am

It hurts to see you in so much pain.

keithcancook 61M
17930 posts
2/3/2006 8:18 am

I agree with angel. Great post, Amy!

Blog On!

bardicman 51M

2/3/2006 11:31 am

Why beat around the bush Amy.
I am tired of beating around the bush.
You are attracted to me.
I am attracted to you.
You got sucked into someone's twisted game and now you have reason to doubt me and my intentions.
All I can do is apologize to you that this person sought to use you to help destroy me because I could not help them destroy what they wanted to destroy.

I am real.
I am sincere.
I hate it that you are hurting.
I hate it that you believe me to be a player.
I hate it that you were just an innocent bystander like so many others
I hate it that you will let some anonymous person shatter your belief in me so easy. Especially after I told you who this anonymous person was and why they were acting in such a dispicable manner.

I have my own life to rebuild now. My hand is stretched out to you here, where everyone can see. We can rebuild together or we can rebuild seperately. I would prefer together. Ultimately the choice is yours.


I am not dead yet

bulging_boy 50M

2/4/2006 7:06 pm

and as you ask the question you inadvertantly step inside the mind of the puppet master.

Do you sense compassion? I think not...

Do you sense love? I think not...

To my way of thinking a question like that would only be asked by someone who has never experienced what they seek to destroy.

rm_DaphneR 59F
8023 posts
2/5/2006 8:33 am

Maybe someone should give you the same advice given to the one you wrote about. Stop with the "poor little me" crap and try and figure out what happened on your own. You were lied to and hurt, but NOT by the person you are accusing.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.

rm_AmishAmy 101F
246 posts
2/5/2006 9:32 am

i wrote this to whomever it applies to....
i'm coming to the end of my lesson on not assuming...apparently, you're only at the beginning of yours....
and at the moment i'm using my time in trying to retrieve some personal files that have been tapped into.....perhaps as a result of all of this....but i'm not assuming...
but don't soon as that's finished....i'll resume with my "poor little me" you can feel validated in your assumption of me...

p33c3y0 43M

2/6/2006 11:29 pm

your blog title cracked me up, so here i am. i can't tell you how much i've enjoyed reading back. amish amy ... hmmm ....

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