One step closer, another breath away.  

rm_Amanes1986 31M
16 posts
8/29/2006 10:28 pm

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9/2/2006 4:42 pm

One step closer, another breath away.

Apathy.

A malignant emotion or a ill-viewed notion? In a way, it bears the appearance of that which many desire. Freedom from pain, from sadness, from guilt and hatred. The price though, is it too grand?

I believe it is. Yet, I often find myself indulging in dreams and dark hopes of losing consciousness for eternity, remaining static, unchanging, and eternal. A slumbering statue of flesh and blood, not unlike Aurora, though I very much prefer to not be awoken by some young upstart with a piece of metal. *grin*

*sigh*

I find it ironic that with all that I have, all my talents, my gifts and blessings, I am... forlorn and depressed.

Ah well.



ShyWhisper2006 54F
15175 posts
8/31/2006 1:37 am

The greatest gift that we possess...is our feelings...for how else would we feel another's care or concern...or for that matter their love or understanding...one must endure the hard and hurt ...to savor the good and warmth when it arrives...*hugs*


rm_Amanes1986 31M
19 posts
9/1/2006 8:50 pm

^_^ *hugs back* I know I know. Sometimes I just get rotten days and wanna go all Simple Plan on everyone :3


ShyWhisper2006 54F
15175 posts
9/2/2006 5:33 am

Oh lord help us...please don't go emo...there are too many of us already...*smiles and hugs*


rm_Amanes1986 31M
19 posts
9/2/2006 4:42 pm

LOL don't worry. I'm not going to go Emo anytime soon (hopefully) ^_^


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