sometimes you gotta just say FUCK IT  

rm_4funin3s 44M/41F
37 posts
2/23/2006 11:52 am

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3/6/2006 4:21 pm

sometimes you gotta just say FUCK IT

welly,well, my little droogs. it has been a few since the devil has spoken his piece but things have taken a turn. not sure where that turn is leading but that is half the fun.i have taken some of my own advise and said "FUCK IT" or more closer to the matter "FUCK THIS". i pretty much had enough of my bullshit job and walked. man, that felt great.BBUUUUUTTTT that is not what i am here to spout off today my co-conspirators.today's subject is a little more fucked.
first of all i want to say that this post deals with alcoholism so if anyone gets all "my dad was an alcoholic ,fucker" or "my sister is an alcoholic you prick" i really do not give a fuck.i do not believe it is "sickness" or even better a "disease".whatever piece of filth that goes day after day to buy a bottle of liquid comfort to make themselves feel better (and everyone else feel like shit)and feels they are sick or diseased need to come see me. that way i can personnaly beat the shit out of them with the reality stick....and it will really hurt.how fuckin' sick can you be when you willingly walk into a store plunk your cash down,then walk out and go get fuckered up?
you wanna see sick and diseased?go look and an AIDS baby,or a cancer patient, or someone whose skin is falling off you self-important human refuse container.how dare you put yourself on a level as those who truly suffer?
ok,ok,ok so the cause of this rant is the wife of one of my dearest and oldest friends.this shitstain on the carpet of life has fucked my friend over SOOOOO MANY FUCKIN' TIMES. it started with tweekin'(i fuckin' hate tweekers,i hope there is a special hell just for them)for those in another part of the world you may call it dope,crank,go-go,go-fast whatever it is truly evil shit.
so after TWO bouts in rehab (along with pulling out most of her hair in the process) my buddy still sticks by her.then he moves out of town for what basically is a dream job for him, and what does she do to him next? she fuckin cheats on his ass.nice huh? not once or twice but several fucking times. he still looks past that and moves back to be closer to her. how does she reward him? with love and compassion you say? hell no, we will cheat some more...YAYYY!!!!
next she badgers the miserable bastard to marry her(because,you know she is SUCH a prize)
and of course he caves in.next on the shit parade you ask? "well everyone else is getting pregnat so why can't we?"i am totally NOT shitting you on this one.the problem is since she quit tweekin' she became a raging alcoholic and not to mention whatever else may be wrong with her. well of course they give it a go and guess what ? her body is so damaged she cannot have kids,so the answer to that of course is to drink even more.
i do not want to waste anymore time on this waste of life except to say they have been together for twelve years or so and there is no light at the end of this tunnel. i do understand that my friend is a total dumbass for hanging around (was very inexperienced when they got together and i think that is a big issue) but can you fault someone with no education for not being incredibly smart? see what i am sayin'?
c'mon dude,just say FUCK IT and move on . there is nothing scarier than the unknown, except maybe sacrificing your happiness for someone elses.and that just plain sucks


tillerbabe 57F

2/26/2006 12:37 am

It's all about being accountable and making good choices..no "whiners" right?

Thank you so much for visiting my BLOG. And I have to tell you - I've never seen "fuck" used somany times in a Blog! LOL! Right on!


rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
2/28/2006 12:53 pm

Is that like a crossbreed between "The Gunslinger" and "A Clockwork Orange", my little droog?


rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
3/1/2006 10:00 am

Ha, I love it!!! Most days I feel like both.


Sorceror07 55M

3/6/2006 3:44 pm

welly welly welly welly welly welly well! this is real horror show, droogie! yeah, gotta say Fuck It and sometimes more than that too... been there, had to do that, almost got sucked dry before i decided to too, i learned and moved on.

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


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