notes on a new experience...  

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10/20/2005 2:59 am

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notes on a new experience...


Anticipation is everything...

I didn't say exactly what I had planned, but I had been teasing his mind for days before going out last night... I had been taking mental notes all the while, noting what he mentioned, what he balked at, and what made his jaw hit the floor... I am going into this slow, as it has been so long since I had a willing participant under me, I guess you could say, it takes a while to get back into that mindset... My mind is awhirl with possibilities, but... are they practical? Can I really make them happen? Or will I be the one to chicken out... Hmmm... So... Slow... for now...

I told him we needed to go to the store, and he wanted to go to the park to play, as I had known he would... But... first things first... To the store... As we got out of the car, I stopped him, and held out a delicate beaded ladies handbag to him, telling him to put whatever he needed into it... Already in it were items that any lady should carry, a delicate comb, a lipstick, a compact, for touchups, and of course, a tampon, for those types of days... Smiles... So he did as I asked, with a raised eyebrow and a hint of nervousness... then I had him hold out his hands, while I stood there under the streetlamp and polished his nails a pretty shade of mauve... A bit of mascara to emphasize his pretty blue eyes, and I pronounced us ready to shop... So into the store we went... there were very few items on the list, really... a few groceries...

I noted with interest how quickly he was ready to drop the handbag into the shopping cart once we were inside... We got an amused look from a lady near the front of the store, as she did a quick double-take at the handbag and the painted nails... then on to the hosiery department, while he was instructed to find a pair of stockings in his size... there was a hint of a blush... I do so enjoy seeing a man blush... then on to the check-out... I paid for most of the grocery items, leaving him to purchase the stockings and nail polish remover... standing in front of the cashier with his painted nails and fishing for his card in the pretty handbag... then reaching out to take the reciept and change, as the cashier, who also did a double-take at the sight, afterwards looked everywhere but straight at us... Chuckles... oh, he was quick to take the change and head for the door, not even bothering to put the change in his handbag...

He noted, as we got back into the truck, that most people really aren't terribly observant, which of course, is true, but then, it was the middle of the night...

Then off to the coffee shop for a snack and a cup of coffee... He didn't seem to quite know what to do with his hands after we sat, finally settling for pretending there was nothing at all abnormal about having polished fingernails... another amused look from our waitress... although she spent a good deal of time pretending she wasn't looking...

Finally, off to the park... a bit of goofing off and talking, and then I began pulling items out of my bag for him to try on... after all, if we're going to do this properly, I do need to know what will fit... chuckles... he showed a definite intrigue with some of the things I had chosen, not so much interest in others... all the while I am taking mental notes... and a curious thing... I had really never thought about it before...

Normally I am willing to do things with and for others, purely to see their reactions... I react to other's reactions... but as I watched him try various things on.. I realized.. I actually was enjoying seeing him in the clothes purely for the sake of how they looked... the stark contrast of such frilly girly things on someone so obviously male... I have been thinking on this all day today... whereas before we had been talking along the lines of whether I might be able to make him pass as female on short outings, I think I may take this an entirely different direction... let the contrast be glaringly obvious... I like it... Hmmm.. things to ponder...

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