The long road home...  

rm_36specialk 49F
731 posts
1/15/2006 8:56 am

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3/24/2006 7:50 am

The long road home...

Did you see the full moon last night? I hope you did, it was beautiful. I had the pleasure of gazing at it while sitting on the sea wall, overlooking the bay with my Mr.X by my side.

We had a perfect day together. Woke up in each other's arm's, made love while the sun rose outside his window. It was one of those lazy kind of saturdays, where anything you do seems right, and nothing can go wrong. I cooked us breakfast while he caught up on whatever it was he was doing on his computer. We took a nap together on the couch, then we took his pup to the dog park and went for a walk. Later in the evening, he cooked us a lite supper, and then we devoured each other until we fell asleep from sheer exhaustion.

It all seemed like we were a perfect little family of 3 yesterday, me, him, and his pup. Then today, back to reality, back to work and kids and responsibility. Not a bad life, I get to wonder from my world and wonder into his for a few days each week. If I could get the 2 worlds to colide, would there be an explosion, would they melt together naturally? I don't know, probably never will. Have you ever had seperate lives? You know in your head that they will never coinside, will never become 1 life harmoniously. But your heart still hopes. It would be like fire and ice.

I guess some things just aren't meant to be. And some things are just better off when you just don't know. Well, this is one of those things that I just don't know about. A friend gave me some advice when I told her that I was going to stop seeing Mr.X a few months ago. She told me that I didn't know what my destiny was and not to throw it away if this were it. That if I'm not looking for something then how can I be afraid of it. How can I be afraid of something if I don't know what it is? I don't know what is going to become of me and Mr.X any more than he or anyone else does. So, I'm just going to let what ever is going to happen set it's own course. I'm not afraid anymore because there's nothing to be afraid of. Destiny is a funny thing, if you don't know where you're going then how can you be afraid of the journey?

rm_risenblind 52M

1/15/2006 10:08 am

well for what it's worth it sound like my life kinda, my wife and I are sep. for now and the lady i'm seeing is great, beyound words, and four days aweek I'm dad to my kids and three days aweek im her boyfriend to her kids and stay at her house, yes confusing! and akward bit most of the time like what you have with Mr x, beutiful romantic, all that, I think what we have to do is take what we can get, not perfect but if we had what we wanted if we can even get it how long would it last, may be it's so specail just because it 's not 24/7 and would you toss it all away because it isn't perfect or everything we want? we could be dead five minutes from now. I just don't want be without something/someone because I cant have them 24/7

Mmphmm 46M
592 posts
1/15/2006 11:35 am

Wow that's weird... I was and I pointed it out to friends and we commented on a few whispy Nimbus that hung about it and totally set the scene...

Wait a minute!
No!.. Sorry!

That was the day before

Now shave your head and put on an orange robe... Actually that could be a bugger for work!
Ok.. Buy an orange Tshirt and wear it every now and then.

rm_PurryKitty2 49M/51F
9753 posts
1/15/2006 12:18 pm

Have a glass of wine and I agree with you. Let whatever happens happen and take its course.

Purry {=}


HeardLankaMalls 56M
2925 posts
1/16/2006 5:04 am

Sounds like a nice weekend K (better than the rain/sleet/snow wind and ice we had here in NJ on Saturday night; and the driveway cleanup I had to do ).
I agree totally with what your friend said. You can never say never
Hope things work out to your satisfaction

Mmphmm 46M
592 posts
1/24/2006 10:56 am


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