I'll report back on Sunday...  

rm_36specialk 49F
731 posts
1/13/2006 12:50 pm

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I'll report back on Sunday...

OK, I admit it, I've been a bit reserved with Mr.X. I haven't expressed my feelings with him or for him. I've held back when we're making love. He called me on it last night. Damn.

I don't know about you, but when I honestly love someone I worry constantly about what they think of me. I tend to hold back, and play it safe. If I didn't care then I'd just say "fuck it" and do what I want, say what I want and not care what anyone thinks. Maybe that's a better way to be, I don't know. All I know is that it's bothering him and he told me about it last night. Does he really want me to show him this side of me? Does he really want to know what I'm capable of when I don't care what people think?

We were on the phone together last night for 4 hours. He says that if he doesn't ask me questions that we don't have a conversation and wants to know if that's what I think a conversation is? Well, I think that questions are where a conversation starts. Where they end up is a totally different story altogether. I'm not much of a talker, never have been. I'd rather be quiet and listen than to fill space with bullshit. No one wants to listen to bullshit. If I have something to say, I'll say it. And I've never been one to offer up personal information about myself. But if you ask, I'm more than happy to share. I'm an open book, always have been. If that makes me boring then I guess I'm boring.

Now, for the sex...I've been accused of being too missionary. Hmmmm, you can bet your sweet ass that he won't say that after this weekend. I didn't think I was, but if he thinks I am then he needs a little excitement I think and he's gonna get it. I'm leaving after work to see him, and I'm feeling a bit frisky today.

I'll report back on Sunday.
Taa, have a wonderful weekend ya'll

silkysmoothlegs3 106F

1/13/2006 4:50 pm

I do too babes

let us know

silky xxxxxxxxxx

HeardLankaMalls 56M
2925 posts
1/14/2006 4:36 am

Hope you have a great time K!

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