Going along for the ride...  

rm_36specialk 49F
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9/30/2005 6:44 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Going along for the ride...

I've been spending quite a bit of time with someone that I met about a month ago. We have wonderful conversation, he's easy to talk to, the sex is unbelieveable, and he's sexy...dark hair and eyes. I really like this guy but I am afraid to get attached to him.
There is something not quite right about our relationship (or whatever it is). He is very secretive, not divulging too much information about himself very quickly. He tends to give me minimal information when I ask him questions about himself. He has been telling me things but very slowly. It seems as if he is not willing to trust me with his personal information.
What did I do to become so untrustworty??? This is the question I've been asking myself. Is it not that I'm untrustworthy but merely that he isn't willing to trust anyone yet? And if so how do I deal with him being standoffish without getting my feelings hurt. I've always been an open book...ask me a question I answer honestly. I find it difficult to be patient when I am so curious.
Our conversations are great, we talk about everything from religion to politics and everything inbetween...just not so much about his personal life. I don't think he's married, we talk on the phone until 3 in the morning sometimes, and I see him at all different hours of the day and have even spent the night with him.
I guess I will just go along for the ride and see what happens. I hope all works out but if not then I won't regret the time spent with him, rather I will think of it as an experience that I have enjoyed.


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