Dont Give Up On Me  

realpassionguy 51M
8 posts
2/3/2006 8:30 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Dont Give Up On Me

Don't give up on me! Please! I know I am confused. However, under the jaded exterior is a scared boy. And I don't want you to hurt me. I don't want to let you in, BUT I WANT TO LET YOU IN! If I say too much, I'll scare you away, if I say nothing, you'll leave on my callous acoount. I just want to love you, I want to heal, I want your help, your kiss, your touch. But at the first sign of stormy weather, you'll talk about other guys and meaningless nights that only build my wall higher. I'm selfish, I want you all for myself.

Do you know how many nights I've just needed to be loved? Nights when I just wanted to be loved by anyone. And you came along, with your warmth, your jokes, your erotic stories, your broken heart, your scarred heart, your numbness. Then you, I wanted to be loved by you. I wanted to make love to you, to take away all the hurt from the day. To mend me, care for me, heal me, show me, show me I'm not as alone as I think. I wanted all these tender things from you.

Instead of pouring my heart out to you, I just walked away (as you did) only to be friends.



2/3/2006 12:22 pm

this is sad

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat

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