Gang of 1  

rad_vlad 34M
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3/13/2005 7:51 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Gang of 1


My first blog. Of course, it reminds me of my first time, what with the nervousness and the fear that I'm going to screw things up.
My first time really wasn't such a bad experience. Not necessarily good; just....new. I was dating my high school sweetheart and we'd been together for about six months. We had been engaged in some clandestine petting for quite some time, but we could never be really alone, so foreplay never got too far. One day during spring break I went to visit her at her house. Her parents were both at work, so it was the perfect opportunity. We kissed for quite some time, heavy petting, the usual things we'd engage in when we had some time alone. Then, completely out of the blue, she says "I want you inside me". Me, being the damn fool that I was, didn't even think to bring condoms with me. Just didn't even consider the possibility that I would have sex. So, she was ready, and I was ready, but we didn't have the equipment to close escrow. We decided to go for it anyway, because we were young and horny and stupid. What I didn't consider was that, without the condom, my fear of cumming inside my girl and impregnating her eventually overwhelmed my desire to have sex with her, so that halfway through, I pulled out because I was terrified that I was having an orgasm. Of course, I wasn't, and when I had a real orgasm from intercourse, I later castigated myself for having been such a fool. Anway, the first time was out of the way, and it was with someone I cared about, but I wish I could have done it the right way.

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