It's not like that  

pseudonorm 61M
37 posts
9/3/2006 9:36 pm

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5/7/2008 8:25 pm

It's not like that

I come to read posts regularly. Lurking.. ah I don't call it that. The posts are to be read as well as written. A few I really cherish. Some others, like a bad wreck, I keep returning to in disgust, but unwilling to miss the next glimpse. It only takes a little while to catch up with my favs, so I pass thru on my way , always, to the next assignment, task, duty. It helps to make my world a little bigger, this view of our vill.

But posting... it's not the same you know. Takes time, takes consideration. What is important enough to materialize here? How to say what I feel, or even should I? Then who'll be reading? What will draw their eye? Do I care..? (YES). Even now, I write and backspace, re-write until this is all that comes. Does paractice help?

Not really a block or lack of things to say tho. Wanting to write, feeling like it; that's the thing. Seemed pointless this past week or so. It won't make me feel better or change the shitty life I find myself in. Still, I think about it. What would I post today? Observations, ranting or or some pathetic rambling mess of self pity. I'm not that. I'm more. Could be. Should be.

silverhawk762 52M/48F

9/3/2006 9:55 pm

Write for yourself. Plain and simple. I write for myself and for my other half - and thoroughly enjoy teasing the hell out of him with what I write! He gets a kick out of it because it's not often that he gets a chance to see my work before I've finished with it. Here, I can work in short blocks, and he's seeing it almost immediately! {=}

catkit13 67F

9/5/2006 9:11 pm

blogville IS for posting rants, wants, thoughts, ideas - whatever you're thinking and feeling can be shared, if you want to, and you know there are people here who will read your posts and even comment from time to time (like me
thinking of you from time to time

catkit13 67F

9/7/2006 5:22 pm

you know that you can comment on comments, right? i'm always slightly disappointed that you don't

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