Wishing I could sit on Santa's lap  

prettiprincess68 49F
62 posts
12/23/2005 5:50 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Wishing I could sit on Santa's lap

It is almost Christmas eve and no snow.....the decorations are up inside and out....packages are wrapped and under the tree.
Makes me kind of sad....wishing I could turn back time and be a child again. Begging to go see Santa....sitting on his lap and telling him how good I have been and what I want. I wish even more that it actually worked....now that I am an adult....you realize how safer your world was. When you grow up, it is a whole different story.....you want something, you have to go make it happen for yourself.
Christmastime is so much better when you have someone special to share it with. Nothing better then sitting by the tree....drinking wine...rubbing each other's feet and dreaming of many more to come.
I do feel like a part of me is missing....not sure if I even know what it is.
If I could sit on Santa's lap....maybe what I am missing would be underneath my tree.
My luck he wouldn't let me up until he shows me what naughty girls get!!!!

gentleman5300 61M
1 post
12/24/2005 6:39 am

I imagine that many of us get those same feelings this time of year. The thoughts of how simple things were, all we had to do was to make sure we went to sleep because otherwise Santa wouldn't visit. And our world was safer then because we had family to surround and protect us. Of course I also remember the other side, the disappointment because of unrealistic expectations of gifts that didn't fit into the family budget. So rather a double edged sword in that regard. As an adult it is easier to fulfill expectations I simply go to the store and buy myself what I want. Tonight, I will think of sitting by the tree with you, enjoying a fine wine and hoping that maybe next year we won't be alone. Merry Christmas and a fulfilled New Year.

rm_hndsmpilot 46M
5 posts
1/26/2006 12:51 pm

It's a hard pill to swallow sometimes. Being "the grown ups" now. Knowing that I'm the one at the wheel- If I fuck up there's no one there to save me. Such is life.

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