About me  

poledancerandnut 54M/54F
9 posts
9/1/2006 12:21 am

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9/3/2006 7:42 am

About me

Well today i thought I would take time and tell alittle history of me. I am a cowboy born and raised here in Texas. I stand 6'0 tall drown hair and blue eyes. I live in the metro area. I am taking this time to explain to let poledancer understand what I tell her about me and background always help. I was born in Dallas spent all my life in small towns. I lived in Plano when it wasn't even on a map it was all farm land from 75 to preston when preston was just a 2 lane road.most roads around it were dirt farm roads. I had freinds that lived a mile down the road just because our houses weren't close we all had land back then. I remember driving down preston and we had buffalo out were EDS is now I mean the world and the towns around us change so rapidly. Anyway I went to nothing but new schools in Plano when i was there they weren't even completed some just started. the town was growning fast. My Parent god bless there souls stayed for as long as they could stand it. I remeber going to clark one day and 4 of my freinds were dead pear pressure or just life. I came home told my Parents and i cried for days I mean these were my freinds peole I had grown up with. My best freind lost his parent in a plane crash. He got everything the pressure was so much on him he went upstairs during a party took his dad's 357 and killed himself I found him later that night. I called the police and the ambulance and did all I could. Well went home and informed my parents of my best freinds end. Well that was it. My parents packed the house loaded the horses and within a week I was gone from Plano. Uprooted my whole life and my best freind wasn't even cold yet. Well I am 42 now and still remeber that day it is fresh in my mind from the time I woke to the time I fell. Well my parents god love em put me right back in the middle of no where. population 100 people were I finished school and went to college. Well my parent wouldnt allow me to stay on campus I had animals so I had to be at the farm. Well life kinda rolled on I graduted and got a job.did my thing growing up. Well years passed I dated off and on through out the time. well got in my 30's and looked at my life I had accomplished alot. Well I met this little filly and I was taken by the things she had been through and was going through well I helped her she was having a rough time. So I said look I can help and I did. got her a new car a nice place to live made her life nice. SHe was a sweet girl she was 21 at the time. Well I took her out now and then we spent time together so on and so forth. Well one day she came to me and said how special I was and how she wanted to be with me. Well lookin back it was a knight in shinin armor thing. by this time I have my own companies and I am doing good not great but good. Well my grandmother dies and I inherite alot on top of what I already have. Well I never thought of the problems that could arise. Well I had to attend the funeral I asked her to attend with me. Well after that she wanted to get married. Well I could only think well u know I aint gettin any younger so ok.Well we got married had are usual up and downs just like anyone else u all know. Well one day I came home from workin and she was on the bed looked at me. And me being in a mood cause I had just worked a 15 hour day said ok what is wrong? Well she looked up at me and said well I don't love u never did All I wanted was our son and ur life and my statis now.I was hurt but not that hurt. I said ok fine u wanna go hit the door. So she did like most divorces it was fight she wanted money she wanted cars jewelry eveerything. Could have been a disaster of a divorce. I hired 4 laywers two investigators everything. Well she came to me with a list of demands and what she wanted. I laughted and said u are kidding no court or anything else will grant u any of this. Well she didn't beleive me so I called her attorney and said are u really gonna push for all this she said yes. I said ok call my attorney first.well the next day I was called more names then christ and the devil. Why cause she found out she couldn't touch any of it. So she got even and found I had an account that i had set up for my son with 40,000 and she went and had it cleaned out. Well when confronted in court over it she tried to say nope wasn't me well I bank at Merle Lynch LOL u have to sign ur life away there to get anything. Well she lost that one and afew others.Most that meet me wonder why I am the way I am gentle and loving and a gentleman I opened a door for a lady at my car dealership and she was floored that I did it. Said howdy ma'am and was polite. well that is me all country I am a rancher horses cows. U know I am the ranch u drive by and the horses are up by the road graving or in the back wonderin around. I have training pins.round pins a small arena placed fenced off in the fence barns all of it.Not much affects me on property or off the town is population of 600 were my location is an hour from my ranch. I have a office were I stay and sleep when in town. But i am just a cowboy. I hear people say u guys are u guys can u guys dont have a clue well i aint a guy. I am all cowboy all country. I dont see things were I live. I dont get involved in things. closest I come is afew weeks ago a guy tried to anti freeze my horses. He was jealous of my property and my horses. Why I dont know but I dont really deal with what people do in the city. I have lived a shettlered life so there for i am like a kid in a candy store. I have no fears no worries and didn't go through shit in my life to make me a hard untrustin person. I have learned alot about people while I have been on AdultFriendFinder. seen alot of fakes and people who want one thing but really just dont have a clue what they want or where they are going or lookin for. poledancer gives me hell calls me a stud and says wow with that pole all women would want u. Well I have no Idea about all that. never have I am a cowboy. live in a small town I dont let my size interfer with who I am cause I am just me. always tell her I am just me all cowboy if u have talked to me in the chatroom u hear the same thing. We are few and far between but that is all i am will ever be. SO honey u now have some info on me hope this helps to the rest u learned the cowboy in me cowboy up that is me. I cowboy up all the time..Oh and yes I do ride... CB


poledancerandnut 54M/54F
5 posts
9/1/2006 6:46 am

My baby has been thru some shit and alot of changes. One thing he will never go thru with me is the crap he went thru with his first wife...he knows me, (I hope,) well enough to know that I could give a rats ass abt money. I just want him and if he didn't have a dime I would still want him...only him. "Some people want it all but I don't want nothin at all, if it ain't you, baby. If I ain't got you, baby." Alecia Keys said it all. I hope and pray that my cowboy realizes that all I want is a lifetime spent in his arms and truly don't need anything else. Gonna pay lil miss first wife back in my own way for the way she did my baby...and I'll have plenty of time to do it slowly so that she won't even know what is going on...just that she will be learning some hard lessons abt what love really is and how badly she fucked up. And all the while, I'll have my cowboy and she'll be wishin she did. Too bad, so sad. LOL. Love ya, honey. T.


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