watching u..  

playwithme00000 45F
173 posts
4/13/2006 3:26 pm

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watching u..


I've been watching you for some time now.. sometime ago it was quite a lot.. I watched and waited for you to talk to me, respond and watched and waited for your words. I wanted to be in your world. It looked better in there. It looked like fun and full and beautiful and I think you are, BUT I'm glad I haven't lost myself to you (you all) because in truth your just passing through.. and I.. like the fool I am, get lost in your words and get lost in you.. but with a switch of your head your gone.. another bright star that sparkles, oh so bright and your gone.. you were with me but hell with such speed your gone and there was I waiting..

I can see when I stop, have stopped, you are more drawn.. to me to her, but will you only ever want what you cant have. will you?

Play with me........


naughtySaucyFun 44M

4/18/2006 1:29 pm

interesting post play, is it a reflection on the mass of attention u get in the chat room, all men passing through then gone.

the speed and intensity of the room is intense sometimes!


playwithme00000 45F
96 posts
4/19/2006 1:04 pm

hello you

I don't mass attention.. like most women ..we get many hellos.. only a few people do I have a good chat with.. we comment on each others lives.. on how it goes and just share some of empty times..whilst we distract ourselves..in search of something..How do you find it and enjoy it? (just noticed this is your first post - thank u!)

Play with me........


naughtySaucyFun 44M

4/20/2006 3:13 pm

hi,

i like the chat room at times, it is interesting and amusing, but very hard to get a proper conversation without geting rsi checking who has typed what and when! can be addicitve though so am trying not to go as much! hope you don't have too many empty times that need filling

i'm happy it was you that broke my blog virginity


playwithme00000 45F
96 posts
4/20/2006 3:18 pm

Thank you heavenly.. and yes you are right..in some ways its about the moment and the small details of being here..but in most ways its about the bigger picture of really being here..I have so much to learn and feel and sometimes try so hard I cant see.. and sometimes I hide from what I really want..let go let go.. and yes we can feel and give love much more.. thank u sweety. your blog is excellent and post is insightful..

Play with me........


playwithme00000 45F
96 posts
4/21/2006 1:39 pm

Ah sweety! you wordsmith u! I broke your blog virginity!
Well once you start you never quite know where it goes...and its another way of getting to know others.. and yes yourself..my empty moments are not so much time.. but the time I dont give myself or things that really matter..I react too often.. am useful and helpfull.. and lose track of what I might really need to be or aim for.. recent times I look further and look lighter..and don't jump in the moment.. I feel more in control ..if that makes sense?!

Play with me........


naughtySaucyFun 44M

4/23/2006 7:39 am

i'll see where the blogs take me, hopefully it will be fun...

i'm not really sure what you mean, sorry! but i'm glad you are more in control, and think you know what you are aiming for!


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