Here I go again....  

playingwithsadie
7 posts
4/18/2005 5:44 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Here I go again....


I swore I would not rejoin this site. I find that I am addicted to it though. I have met a few new friends, and I have made a couple connections that I hope will last a long time. I am usually not about inflicting pain upon myself, so we will see if this turns out any better this time.

I am tired of married guys lying.

I am not about blowjobs in the parking lot after a nice dinner--there are plenty of those types out there.

I want to be plan A, not always the back-up plan.

I take care of myself, but it would be nice to feel taken care of for a change. I have met someone who gives me that feeling, but there is a distance problem. I don't forsee that changing, so I will just see what happens there.

I am still naive about a lot of things, and upon hindsight, I see that I get used quite often. I always believe that people are basically honest, and that if I treat people the way I want to be treated, that is karma. I am beginning to realize I need to re-think this.

Those are my thoughts for today.

rm_james3713
12 posts
4/18/2005 10:24 pm

You are still my plan"A", and I hope you know that. Yes there is a distance problem, but neither of us can say which way it will work out


sandhazard 55M
129 posts
4/20/2005 9:24 am

Wow, this is seriuosly one honest little corner of the Internet. I love reading this exchange and I just wanted to Thank you both for sharing.

Sadie, don't give up on Karma. I am a true believer and I went through the cheating spouse bit as well and that almost made me re-think my belief system. After MUCH reflection I have found that filling myself with true positive energy in fact helped me through the cheating and lies that she created.

What I have changed in my life is to be much more observant in relationships. I use the positive energy in my life to attract positive people. It has really helped me. Live in the now and give Karma a chance to work for you, I know it will.

Thanks again so much to you both for letting some of us feel the positive energy that you share.

Sincerely
Sand


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