Crushed  

pickthisguy11 38M
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2/12/2006 10:57 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Crushed

I normally don't blog about my personal life. I may mention things here and there, but for the most part I have remained silent about the home front. Not today.

My wife and I have been having problems for some time now. We recently decided it would be for the best to split up. Last weekend I moved into a hotel.

I thought some space would do us some good. I thought we could take things slow and try to rebuild what we once had. She is the mother of my child, the only woman I have ever loved, or could ever imagine loving. She means the world to me. I haven't been good about showing it lately and have definitely made mistakes. But I thought we had something special. I thought we had a live that most will never know. Tonight I found out she has been seeing somebody else.

I am crushed. I've never felt this way in my life. She said they only had two dates. It feels like I have been run over by a freight train. When I found out, I was speechless. There just aren't words to describe how I feel. Just writing this, I still feel like I can't breath.

Many of you probably have felt this. I think not. Let me explain. After I fell in love with her I just knew she was it. That I would love her until the day I died. She ruined all women for me. How could any woman compare to her. There is nobody who can make me feel the way that she does.

This past week, while in my hotel, I have thought about nothing other than her. How I can fix things, how I can regain what once was so great. I guess I can't.

I feel helpless. It does me no good to take it out on him. He should feel lucky I realize this, cause I would like to tear his fucking head off.


silkysmoothlegs3 106F

2/13/2006 3:46 pm

Hugz you better

Happy Valentines Day hunny

silky


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