The Door is Open.....  

pchykeenwmn 64F
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6/13/2006 3:58 pm

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6/16/2006 12:27 pm

The Door is Open.....

As a child I remember being taught to move differently from the boys, in a more restrictive manner I noticed ~ the way I walked, sat in a chair, or even the way I danced! Girls' bodies, I was told, are more vulnerable than the boys'.

Was I taught, perhaps not as directly, to move differently in my relationships with men as well? Until a few months ago the door was closed to lovers who I thought had 'done me wrong', those trying to come back from the past, wanting to re-enter my life in the same or a different type of role.

Then a friendship was taken briefly into another dimension, a friendship that if lost would be heart-wrenching to me.

The lock on the door got undone.

A familiar lover has already come through too, showing himself in the same ole light! Although short-lived, this re-entered relationship surprisingly helped me experience a new power and understanding of myself.

So.....the door is let in even more of life's unknown possibilities, the hurts, wounds,.....but also the increased bonuses!

stonerandsea 49M/52F

6/15/2006 7:01 pm

I guess it goes to show that it's never to late to learn something about ourselves.....and without the pains in life the good things wouldn't seem so great!! Thanks for sharing!! You're a real sweetie!!

warm huggs


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