a desire  

paulabear1 45F
32 posts
7/22/2005 12:30 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

a desire


a tickle on my skin . just barely felt
a soft caress . makes my mind wander.
something hard felt along my thigh. makes me damp.
cold skin on mine. sends shivers along my body.
a want a need . it is there for you.
something desired. something fullfilled.
where is my pain. can i have it.
i need that comfort. i need that feeling.
something sharp and painful. it is exquisite.
hands on my flesh . breath on my body.
i need the hate . show me your hate.
i want that pain . i need your pain.
it is empty. where are you.
fill me . fill my desire.
hurt me . make it real.
i desire your abuse. it makes me alive.
i need you in me to fullfill me.
i dont want gentle i dont want soft.
i want it mean. i want it hard.
it isnt love. i dont want your love.
i changed for me . not for you.
but it wasnt really change it was just honesty.
i finally admit it.
i am finally telling the truth.
i dont need you. i desire your hate.
it was always there.
i just never let it out.
but it is out now.
you know the truth.
why cant i have your pain.
give me your pain.
make me hurt.
make me cry out.
at least the pain is real.
at least i feel that.
from you .
from everyone.
i desire it.
i breathe it.

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