i hate mondays...at least this one!!  

noordinarychic2 49F
510 posts
4/17/2006 6:50 am

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i hate mondays...at least this one!!


I hate mondays...well this particular monday....last night I went on, for lack of a better word, a drinking binge...damn haven't done that in awhile....drunk as shit....feeling sorry for myself (as we women tend to do at times) called my best friend at like 1 am and ranted and raved in his ear till 3 or so...poor boy....i warned him that being best friends with a chic is not so pleasant at times.....So I'm sure you are all wondering....now what the hell got into noc2...???? a drinking binge??? ms "the sun is shining" and "drive the curve" and "believe in the impossible???" well you would not believe me if i told you....in a nutshell....remember that my best friend was once my steady bed buddy....and now is just my bud...well he decided to get a profile on this site...and sent me (without knowing it was me of course) this wonderful "you sound just like what I'm looking for...I want someone to build a life with...wine, roses and making love" email.....now imagine a complete implosion of a building....that was me....i fell apart...literally....starting drinking the minute i got off work....made it worse by rereading and rereading the email....he of course is in guiltville...big time...i'm in guiltville for letting him know how bad i hurt...hell he got to listen to me for two hours.....and believe you me....a drunk, brokenhearted redhead.....not a pretty thing to hear or see.....and my room....i woke up this am and thought "what the hell happened?" ...and damn....how much did i drink....funny thing he called me a few minutes ago to tell me he loved me -- as a friend-- and we would get through this together and that as hollow as sorry was he was sorry.....and hey my profile....did sound exactly like what he wanted.......until he found out it was me.....lol..... anyway...here's to friendships that survive the impossible....and to once again being a not so ordinary chic....

midwestboy1972 45M
659 posts
4/17/2006 2:47 pm

That sucks. Remember, he is a boy. I hate using that excuse but he's new on here and just trying to get laid like the rest of us. I'm sure he's your best friend for a reason. I think you commented on one of my earlier blogs that "forgiveness" was the key or something like that. You were right.


midwestboy1972 45M
659 posts
4/17/2006 3:42 pm

FYI, that was the "Final Straw" by REM post!


noordinarychic2 49F
242 posts
4/17/2006 9:38 pm

thanks midwest...and your right...today we had a joint crying, holding, and more crying session...neither of us want to lose a friendship that has developed over the course of two years....we've gone through a lot of good times but some very rough times and always seems to come out together....and today we forgave each other....unconditionally for the hurt created on both sides.....and our friendship is all the stronger for it.... smiles noc2

ps -- i had a dream about being tied to a bed...lol


midwestboy1972 45M
659 posts
4/18/2006 4:38 am

I'm glad things went well. Life is short and friends can be hard to come by!


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