no_strings_grrl 45F
270 posts
5/31/2005 10:44 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


How do I stop sleeping on the couch instead of my bed because I can't stand the thought of going there without her.

Will I ever be able to listen music again.

When will I stop turning left at Frye Bridge Road after work...I don't live there anymore.

Why do I tense and pull away when anyone touches me.

Why do I keep waking up every morning when I fucking don't want to.

Will I ever stop wondering if she's missing me too.

When every choice hurts, how do I know I'm making the right one.

Where is the mother-fucking rewind button.


I know they don't have question marks. They don't have answers either.

SoAnxious007 35M

6/1/2005 2:18 am

I wish I had the answers for you but I feel your pain... I have slept in my bed twice in the past two months... You're not the only one...

bi_qt4you 48F

6/1/2005 1:37 pm

wow! you reallyneed a dog or something.when one door closes another one will open.start looking for the other door my friend.good luck!

no_strings_grrl 45F

6/2/2005 12:29 pm

A dog! That's the answer!

29 posts
6/5/2005 6:03 am

You have obviously been jerked around in ways that a new pet won't cure. Trust me, time will eventually numb the pain. Until it does, just treat yourself nice. Pamper yourself and surround yourself with the things and people you love.

rm_unlistedone 67M
2718 posts
6/16/2005 6:24 am

No question marks I can understand. The no answers as it may seem, is not correct. You will find the answers when you can see it's okay for me to be me again, and go on. Trust within yourself to be okay in trusting those around you. Hard steps at times, so make them baby steps first. Try forcing yourself to smile at others. (Smiles bring smiles back to you.)

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