am i losein my mind....  

nikkineeds 54F
19 posts
7/3/2006 3:06 am

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7/26/2006 10:03 am

am i losein my mind....

sat in peace ,sun glemin through my bedroom window my mind cask back on my life.... i carnt truthfully say who i am ,only what i feel,which is alone ,a failure and an outcast from the world that awaits outside.... a world to which im unable now to be a part of,i guess i lost my will along the way and now ive come to learn that if i havnt the sprit to lift myself up then no one can do it for me....
my words will say within me, i made but one promise to someone ive never met, a total stranger tryed to give me a reason to move forward,in time i hope he understands that i did seek help but it came to late and that at the end it was my choice because i could not find any one thing that i felt happy with,if theres nothing to look forward to then theres nothing left, people wont understand but AdultFriendFinder and the people that use the site have given more to me than any other people my whole life through, hugs to you all

GB_Cple 67M/56F  
3118 posts
7/3/2006 4:18 am


rm_poseidon125 30M
2 posts
7/3/2006 1:09 pm

well its nice to know that this place is done something more than getting u laid.
hope u carry on making ur life a better one

SirMounts 103M

7/3/2006 2:56 pm

Well, don't get so down on either yourself, or life for that matter, nikkineeds. Things are never as bad as they seem at the time.
A warm welcome to blogging, nikkineeds. *smiling*

nikkineeds 54F
6 posts
7/26/2006 10:03 am


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